as told by mira.

because when the world pushes you to your knees, you are in perfect position to pray

2012-02-11T22:59:00.001+08:00

"Masha'Allah you are very brave, have you no fear?

You say Iman is in your heart, but is your heart sincere?

What if you were a hypocrite and didn't even know it?"

as quoted from the poem. indeed something to ponder upon :'(

when the little woman letters, speak herself

2012-02-04T00:54:00.007+08:00

i was alone, walking along a street. until i came to a junction, i saw he was standing on the other side. i watched him, luckily he cannot see me. i whisper to myself, what an opportunity to observe him now, without having been caught for doing so.

i stuck for a moment. the mild wind brushes his hair, giving the wavy effect to his hair. i smiled, he never failed to look smart with the hair. he wore a shirt, a stripes shirt where he folded the sleeves up until his elbow, and style it together with a faded jeans. he then completes the attire with a pair of sneakers. simple, but it looks neat and classy. he was holding a book, well..i wish i have a pair of eagle eyes to overcome the distance and catch the glimpse of the book's title.

the next second, i realized i was taking the right side of the road and he makes his way to the left side.

it has been years, and we are not seeing each other. even when we are that close.

do you ever realized that, dear?

disclaimer: again, this isn't my story.

to be continued.

ain't nothing but a heartache, ain't nothing but a mistake

2012-02-02T23:22:00.002+08:00

high-5 if you still listen to backstreet boys.

or the beatles.

or jackson five.

PS: i'll be working tomorrow at Kumon centre for a month. just to share the news and i promise i'll blog later. take care of yourself readers.

it's plain to see, that baby you are beautiful

2012-02-01T00:59:00.002+08:00

it feels so surreal. to get back home, to be able to watch the sky while indulging upon bubur jagung specially cooked by mom, to have usual fight with your siblings and finally, to feel vulnerable upon your parent's lap. i'm living my dream. shah alam does not, or never offer any of these treatments apparently.

hello kedah, do you miss me? because i certainly do.

PS: to those who are reading my blog, i'm able to catch you all (by the traffic feed of course). i wonder how you all stumbled upon this unknown blog, and continue to follow the updates because i don't expect people to follow my stories. you know who you are and i just want you to know, i feel honoured. thank you.

and it hurts like hell, but i can deal

2012-01-30T14:36:00.006+08:00

stranded at the airport, with 4 hours due before my flight is scheduled to be arrived. being a lone ranger is not bad at all.. in fact i love it and oh, i am well-used to it. and apparently, my observation rate has rapidly and furiously increasing here. my eyes are glued to the different culture, faces and the style each of them possess.

ironically,my laptop battery doesn't seem to cooperate with me. now, i am left with zero entertainment and pleasure, except with my book newly brought and another observation yet to discover. will blog later, have a happy holiday every(one).

"to live is to think" - Marcus Tullius Cicero

2012-01-10T13:34:00.006+08:00

the standard of proving in a criminal case is beyond reasonable doubt. to achieve or able to achieve that standard, it's not an easy job. if there exist, even a slight doubt in the case, it will be totally fatal.

due to insufficiency of evidence (for example), doubt has been cast upon the case and he/she hence is innocent in the eyes of law. but it still, did not change the fact that he/she actually committed the crime. the actus reus remains, but it's just the guilt that cannot be proved since there is a doubt in the case and as a consequences, the doubt had hardly shaken the case. well, of course there are cases where a man/a woman is totally innocent thus he/she deserved to be a free bird.

learn the law before you criticize or commenting about any case. arguing with a basis and knowledge plus equipped with the brain, is much appreciated and fun to be debated and to be read upon. respect the justice system, for the task of giving the justice ain't a santai job but required intelligent and hard skill.

speaking of the right to speak and to think, well this is just another piece of my little opinion.

on top of that, i got an offer to work at Kumon starting this Feb. may Allah eases my journey.

so they say over my shoulder, that it's tough getting older

2011-12-30T20:13:00.006+08:00

3 days and 2 nights.how time flies so fast, i can't never seem to have enough time whenever i'm with them. indeed, a new spirit had perpetrated in me when i saw their faces but the cons is i need ample time to recover myself from missing them like this. now i wish i can angkot my rumah and put it beside my college so i just can easily commute back and forth.

alas, it's just in my dream.

hello, law school.nice meeting you again.now, i have a 'date' with the final examination. well.. it is not that nice to meet up, apparently.

of the clock, and the heartbeats

2011-12-25T19:28:00.006+08:00

a watch. bracelets. and sherlock holmes.

enough charm for me.

the plot is intriguing, i must say.except the fact that i have to seat at the front row, i'l be surely then to give it the highest rate. next possible mission, is mission impossible.

speaking of managing my time, i got test tomorrow and i still yet to cover chapters.

break free, the thing i miss the most nowadays.

talk about our future, like we had a clue

2011-12-11T11:44:00.006+08:00

i met him. it was during December, so far my memory allows me to recall. i love how he stimulates my brain, throwing me questions and facts i never bother to look upon. i love how content and einstein-ly our conversation was. in the midst of our solemn discussion, he cracks out with the jokes. i refused to laugh, even to grin a bit. trying to play hard as i can. we exchanged stories, in the giddy train, which brought us then to a place i wish to keep it as secret.

i love how he wears his converse, he looks cool with it. his checkered shirts, and his hair.he is my obstructionism.

oh, please don't misunderstand. this is not my story.

..to be continued.

what kind of man that you are, if you are a man at all

2011-12-10T16:52:00.004+08:00

it's not funny. 2 weeks ahead before we 'check in' for our study week, but piles of works already waiting, impatiently at the front line.i hate you guys, you know? T___T

but reality check.i've few months away before entering another phase in my life.God bless me.

#wednesdaywithwords

2011-11-23T01:43:00.003+08:00

you best be quick, you've got to run

2011-11-14T20:17:00.004+08:00

tau tak, perasaan nebes yang kian membuak-buak apabila tarikh test sudah hampir tiba and i have yet to cover 85% of the chapter tapi tak tau kenapa masih lagi gedik untuk online buat seketika dan seterusnya membawa saya untuk menghadpet blog yang sudah lama tersadai ini.

oh crap.

how i wish for an escapade right now.

LW 213, check!

2011-10-25T12:12:00.004+08:00

finally graduated, alhamdulilah :)

and I don't even wanna know your name

2011-09-25T12:55:00.007+08:00

ipso facto, time is such a jealousy.the morning breeze had suddenly left me in a sec, leaving me with gloomy, dark clouds..the Mr.Evening.and friday had left me for good too, it's time to make my way to meet Mr.Monday.the third week, the phase where everything's about to change.stay calm dear, and keep your heart firm.

define 'stop' for me, for i will just keep walking.

i would have stayed all night, had i known how to save a life

2011-09-18T15:25:00.010+08:00

"take it to the limit,take it to the top

we are from 1A, and we can't be stopped!"

there goes our cheering theme for yesterday's induction.

well.. sleepless nights, tonnes of works, case presentations, and test..not to forget, a bit drama here and there. that's the life of llb, and i have 2 semesters to go.

hello Mr.LLB, please treat me good.

and the fairytale inside my head, seems to become my new best friend

2011-09-05T01:07:00.002+08:00

imma miss you, sister.the moments, the fight, the muncung2 mulut, ze everything.jaga diri, kak mimi :'(

you make me do my two step all day, and keep me looking fly for ya

2011-08-31T23:24:00.031+08:00

semua orang sibuk upload gambar raya dengan si gadisnya memakai baju raya walahhh lap lip lap lah dan si jejakanya segak bergaya pakai baju melayu dengan seliper anda memang kebabom pastu ada jgk lah yg post status kat fb bape banyak dah duit raya depa dapat kutip. tak banyak duit saya dpt tahun ini, saya okay T_T

ini bukan ayat jeles.jauh sekali dari itu, tapi saya amat gembira tengok situasi ini setiap kali raya menjelma, kerna sasaran untuk saya meng-stalk org yg mengupload gambar raya makin bertambah lah.heh heh oops terbocor rahsia

terdetik jgk niat di hati saya untuk mengupload gambar raya, namun apabila perut dan mulut bergerak lebih tangkas berbanding tangan untuk menangkap gambar of every sweetest raya moments together dengan adik beradik mahupun sepupu sepapat dan saudara mara, maka tiada banyak gambar untuk saya upload

jadi saya memutuskan..

untuk tidak langsung mengupload gambar.

kecuali gambar ini sahaja.mcm ada feel2 beraya di kampung kan, gambar tertera di bawah ini.

anyhoo, the wish.selamat hari raya semua, mohon ampun for any wrongdoings dan kekhilafan yang pasti ada.kalau tersombong, terbelagak, termuncung ke harap dimaafkan jugak.jaga diri, love semua bye

and so you sailed away, into grey sky morning.do you ever know that i miss you?

2011-08-28T22:52:00.017+08:00

long hiatus.

but i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell

2011-07-30T01:33:00.009+08:00

confession number 12.

i hate public transport.

yes,i hate it.i hate the fact i can't control the journey, the fact that i can't steer the path to wherever i want to go.i want to be the driver, so i can stop at wherever i like.i don't want to listen to your song along the journey,i wish i can pick mine.too much people, i get nauseated.exception, it won't be that hard if i have to stay with a bunch of lovelies people around me.no, i'm not complaining..i'm just saying my thought.

but it's all change recently, to be precised.i love to be on the train(minus the bus, i still hate it), tho the journey is long that i might prolly almost staring and scanning in and out of a person in front of me.persons, i mean.observing is just my passion,if you might ask.stop the chirpy side, i'll be all silent in the train.i find it cozy enough for me to sleep on the train too, hell yeah.don't you find it's cool enough to read tuesday with morrie while having that dum dum rhythm,listening to your fav song.a-ah, you only live once, the strokes? the beat, oh i might sing in the train. overjoy, and overwhelmed.the feeling, you just can't describe.

how do i choose between a dream and a reality?

well, i don't know either.

twenty-nine different attributes, and you only got five

2011-07-25T13:55:00.002+08:00

MIA recently.i bet many hearts miss me, i know..i can sense the beat.keep calm everyone.

well, the reason behind it because, the internet line-i don't know whatever the name is so called- doesn't seem to serve me well! 2 nights..i had to cover myself with a blanket, cried over the pillows mengenangkan tragedi ini.tsktsk

tapi, celik mata saja harini.. walah! sudah boleh back to online bah! the TMnet guy has become my hero, after successfully bringing joy to my life back. rupanya wayar atau bahasa omputihnya, cable di luar rumah yg putuih. saya sangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari (?)

anyway, saya akan hapdet dengan lebih banyak cerita sensasi selepas ini.saya tinggalkan anda dengan klip video yang menarik di bawah.lelaki mahupun perempuan mesti melebur tengok kehenseman mereka semua

it's a nightmare, so I'm joining the army

2011-07-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

i'm odd

i don't like what they like

at all

i'm plainly rage

a walk, is all i need

bubbly and chirpy, hey do i miss me?

family, friends and the memoria

risky enough, just embrace it

over 140, then decode me.

until i put out all the mess, i'll write as usual

the spell i love, Legum Baccalaureus!

2011-07-19T23:29:00.002+08:00

black and white it is, then.

alhamdulilah dan insyaAllah :)

you've got to weigh your wars darling, make sure you're not fighting for nothing

2011-07-17T22:06:00.009+08:00

#randomwishlist number 5 : i want to go to italy.

who's willing to pay for me, no?

i accidentally tuned to a channel in tv, which pictured the whole, magnificio story of italia..hence the wish list now! anyone can dream aite, insyaAllah i'm working on it.for now, keep the dream for yourself mira..nak travel around mesia pun jenuh nak korek tabung cari duit tsktsk, bila di-check duit dalam account pun sudah cukup menghampakan empunya diri untuk ber-backpacking bersama pacat *bukan nama sebenar* T_T

i always love travelling, jadi bila diberi peluang serta sedikit ongkos pun sudah memadai, i'll use it to the maximum.. to go to a place i never been before and experience things i never do! well, taking the risk is always fun enough!

ok xdak idea nk type, bye

..the best-est moment with the darlings <3

it's time to make our move, i'm shaking off the rust

2011-07-03T23:26:00.004+08:00

belas ihsan pinjaman sementara broadband from **** , finally i managed to get in touch with my virtual world. *hugs fb, twitter and blog*

apparently, i'm working away from my family..which is the thing i want to avoid the most since i've been longing for their presence around me all the time.well, it's quite impossible i guess..i need to get out from my comfort zone and start making money lah instead of menjeruk kat rumah, stay unproductive -.-'

alhamdulilah,everything went well so far despite i miss home and the persons inside it.since i got friends and my sister working with me too, it sorts of a relief and keep myself entertained here.i got many things to babble about, but now it seems like i lost track to write the 'many things'.blame the cuti i did nothing except freezing my brain in front of the lappy, yes another unproductive and unhealthy activity.

i dream for a backpacking trip, after my work done or after raya maybe.the closest and 'foreign' place i can go is to singapore or thailand..but then it would still cost me a lot.penang perhaps then? ahh stop the daydream, bye all's!

say hi to you, my pastel-coloured wallpaper -wani ardy, YOU

2011-06-22T01:15:00.002+08:00

wani ardy - letter to saviour.

another song from wani, lampu jalan

the best part of listening to ardy, you tend to dive along with her lyrics.so poetic,meaningful and so deep.she understands the journey, she went through it, and she conveyed it all through one beautiful script..then have that recorded.she sings it from her heart,solely..see, how God created us so beautifully.with different talents He grants, for ardy, she can actually turn merely words into masterpiece!not many can become so creative, and if u discover one, be grateful for it!

and i feel like posting all ardy's songs here,miraculously beautiful.i start to follow her since she was a teenager, but now she already got married with a wonderful man..which is her best friend too.wait, is the post is going to be all about wani ardy? i doubt it,so i shall stop here.bye!

you're so far, like a stranger i have crush on

2011-06-19T22:18:00.007+08:00

so, i rarely update my blog nowadays.not that i don't have free time, not that i don't have ideas to write about, and not that i totally forget about my blog..is just that i don't have the mood to update stuffs. i miss writing so much, used to be my favourite activity.but now, foods have taking over the job.oh boy

and instead of keeping my readers missing me.. ok fine, no one's missing you or reading your blog but who cares? i have right to pretend that the bunch are exist, kan? although i know the reality hurts T__T

but let no one spoils the mood, coz i have my favourite drama now to watch (read: unrelated). 'fairly legal', that is.it's a story of a mediator who's trapped between the issue of a justice should rightfully be served and a lawyer career on the other hand, who's just basically follow the books without considering other factors.one of the quotation that i like to pick from this drama, "lawyers burn bridges, mediator built them".woohoo sizzling statement! :)

come to think again, im not really sure whether i want to end up myself as a lawyer, or not to be.pretty weird huh, i don't really even know what to do after this.yeah, i still want to pursue my studies, but after llb then what? only God knows. i do have certain plans, dreams and all.but.. there's but.

what attract me most from this drama is how Kate (the main watak) is enjoying her job, trying to settle problems between parties and at least try to help them from getting all poket-koyak paying the cost to get the case be litigated. she enjoys doing her job, passionately.i wish i can find my interests, like certain of my friends did.

but shall i randomly list it, it would never end.lend me ears,i can talk about it all day long.i just can't wait,happily to scratched it off the list.insyaAllah dan amin

intentionally senget-done.and happy father's day too,bye!

you had my heart inside your hand, and you played it to the beat

2011-06-07T23:37:00.008+08:00

alo alo? ada lagi ka orang yang sudi membaca blog daku ini?

ok straight to the point.

i can't restrain myself but from sharing this vid with you guys.not only this cover version sounds good and catchy, but ehemmm ehemmm i ter-spot one cute guy,singing too!notice the one with the beard, singing 'someone like you' so passionately sampai herot petot mulut tu @_@.. ahhhh i'm totally head over heels with him! like seriously, for the first time i know exactly, this type of guy i've been looking for all this while.speaking of that, faizal tahir looks so messy nowadays with his long,uncombed hair.na-uh, turn off dah kot? but this guy, so clean cut with the beard nicely shaped, and how he sleeved up his shirt..he totally got my eyes set on him! and the specky guy, beyond any doubt, indeed turn me on too :P

anyway, minus the miang part, it's worth for u to listen to this cover.okay thank you

..and here's another video gentleman-ly done by my new lover :) enjoy peeps!

let's hitch a ride, where the law won't recognize your face

2011-06-06T00:22:00.008+08:00

naaaaaaaaaaak hapdet blog, tapi tak tau nak tulis apaaaaaaa!

have you encounter this problem? i do, i do! so many times! i miss those days where i have so many things to talk about, and the ideas seem to be flowing.. mystically for like, every secs!

...nada to say, but you should know that i'm in love with this guy, after he starring in inception.i know, this thing is so random to talk about tapi anda can't never say no with this cute guy.saya dah lama peghembang tgk dia ni, tak cemuih pun! ohh mak dah mula jatuh cinta

..and this is true! don't be shy to admit this, okay? yes, sorry to annoy you and your time, i'l hapdet about other serious things, later okay.bye!

ain't like you to hold it back, or hide from the light

2011-05-26T23:53:00.007+08:00

salam.

cak!

okay abaikan the 'cak'.

anyway, how's life treating everyone?

mine is good if anyone asks, alhamdulilah.i've been fed well here at home hehe! *all kenanga-rians nodded* and i'm looking for some job possibility too,insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki.on top of that,for now you can always spot me in the living room,with food on the right side and beverages on the other.and i usually would face my laptop in such a layback position and the lemaks would bergeleberan keluar.the mouth still can't stop working and chewing too.ahh i'm quite good in handling two different things ya know, multi-tasker gahh!

so 2 of my besties are having their hands full to prepare for their sister's wedding.oh speaking of wedding, my tummy would be clogged and stuffed with foods by the weekends. i mean, real foods stuff in.here goes my diet phew! *as if i have any*. kenduri is all over the place, and despite sometimes i'm so malas to go to kenduri but i need to socialize too right, instead of expanding my size and let the lemaks having their good time in my body.my mom said, do you want xdak sapa dtg to your kenduri later? tersentip di situ, mom always right.i have to second that -.-

one of the wedding is at pendang, insyaAllah i'll try to free my time to attend the wedding hehe! and the other wedding would be held at perak.if only i have husbeng and a car darling, it is easier for me to travel around from one state to the other.especially to attend privilege event like this.

and i rarely can hear news from my other friends, they have their time occupied with all sorts of things.not that i don't have things to do, but it feels weird knowing that you can't have that kawan-kawan session like you used to do in uni nowadays.and i still can't imagine too, what would it feels and be like if any of them decided to put a fullstop to their single status :/

and yeah, i'm still blogging if i'm bored though i have nothing to write about.thank you all for reading my blog, ahh you just wasted your minutes here hehe okbye!

:')

it's a yes, and it's a no!

2011-05-25T22:51:00.006+08:00

it's worth waiting for because..i got my new specs today,earlier than be scheduled yay! i can't be any happier than this, since i've been roaming around without my specs for the past few days.the initial plan was that i would only to receive my specs this thursday *insert face turning green*. omagaahhh i barely can survive without my specs.i have to meraba around and kecikkan my eyes so i can clearly see.it sucks, ya know? :/ so to those out there, with good sight and vision, be thankful for it.alhamdulilah for i still can see the world though i may look like a.. *cough* geek, with the specs.oh faizal tahir,masihkah dikau sudi?

meet my sister whom i dearly loveeeeeeeeee xoxoxoxoxo here's some big sloppy kissssssssss and yes both of us shared the same geek-ness hehe!

and you can never imagine how kacak i can be.

nahh, i have zero idea to write any.sekian berita terkini,bye!

and i try to make this kind and clear, that maybe we'll find better days

2011-05-17T23:33:00.012+08:00

i wonder.

i tend to update my blog regularly during my final exam, but nahh i rarely think about my blog nowadays when i'm at home.home can't be any sweeter than this, aite? avoid procrastination, this thurs i'll be heading back to shah alam, and my june should be occupied with some activities but terms and conditions'll be applied in this case.just hoping for the best folks,insyaAllah! okay you don't get me,i know

anyway, since i have zero idea to mumble about,i shall post some random pics..whichever come across my mind is the lucky one hehe!

this was the first thing i found in my fridge...betik. it's my parents' favourite snack, day and night you can find them chewing this fruit.since they themselves planting the betiks, they are so kembang and proud with their own garden product. hence forcing all the children to eat it.help please T_T

auww my classmate.miss them :'(

ahh..i miss this satay kajang.won't hesitate to clog my heart with those lemaks again oh nyumm!

this pic was taken during sierra's friend kenduri before we headed to balloon fiesta! miss that moment! ahh these babes i adore,ihl jummmm hehe!

ayam penyet session, anyone? *drools*

some of them are my seniors whom i get to know when i join smf.and tomorrow'll be their graduation day.congrats dearies :')

okay, i cannot type too much.my heavy eyelids start to burden me, and now dragging me all the way to my bed.

pointless entry, again.okbye

my heart is like an open highway, like frankie said "i did it my way"

2011-05-16T01:47:00.003+08:00

and i ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

you're gonna hear my voice when i shout it out loud

tomorrow's getting harder,make no mistake

luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks

you better stand tall

when they're calling you out

don't bend, don't break

baby, don't back down

my heart is like an open highway

like frankie said, "I did it my way"

because it's my life.

ahh..the lyrics.how it is einstein-ly put in words, it takes talent for that i suppose. and i found too, a wisely-arranged quotation which i thought of sharing here, but i forget the link!i hope i won't be sued for paraphrasing her quotation hehe! it sounds more or less like this:

"to those who back stabbed me, thank you.it does not kill me, it makes me stronger.to those who i care but left me, good luck with your life.God bless you.to those with 2 faces, i still cannot figure out which face of yours is true.mind helping me?"

oh yes, I've been degraded, humiliated, condemned and cursed by.but guess what? i don't even care, it has been such an experience for me.and i thank you all for creating such a memory for me.i can find myself related with the lyrics, giving so much passion for me to lead my life without taking into account other's opinion.life ain't always easy, as smooth sea does not make a skillful sailor right?

oh well, i do rock.once again,thank you.

push the door, i'm home at last

2011-05-15T00:00:00.019+08:00

currently,

home

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! *screammmmmmm like crazy*

yes baby, i'm at home now.such a wonderful feeling..just to curl around on the couch,updating myself to current issues of the world and oprah's marathon.and being surrounded with my family, catching up their updates have indeed served my days well.alhamdulilah, for the good feeling i have now.alhamdulilah for everything :')

anyway, i am in the midst of doing my resume but suddenly i diverted away to write in here instead.well, i guess i can't stick long enough to do something more knowledgeable, yet hehe! i feel like posting some pictures of what i have done and went throughout this last semester.but i cannot even bear my heavy eyelids nowadays..it's not even 12am but i feel sleepy already.might probably fall asleep on the couch tonight, without having realized that pfft

sooo i might postpone the plan, i'll do it later.blame my sleepiness, i should cucuk some lidi to get my eyes keep open

but this one has successfully managed to open my eyes, widely

ooooih awat hensem sangat nihhh mak eksaited sgt tau but minus the cigarette.please abe, no smoking

okay yang ni memang bole kasi jantung mak jatuh luruh ohoii hensemm ya ampunnnn ehh nyah kaver sikit gedik tu -.-

but still..

i don't like korean movies.or watch any.for me, the plot is just.. *stop writing as i know there are many korean fans out there who may have just kill me if i describe something adversely yes true story.* anyhoo, i just attracted with the hero, so handsomeeeeee i might fall in love over and over again!wait..this is not my point in writing for this post.oh welllllll, saja nak bagitau to the whole world, im homeeeee hehe! gotta get my sleep on my bed pronto, bye!

my heart beats like a drum, and a guitar string to the strum ba-ba-dum

2011-05-07T16:45:00.020+08:00

source : twitter.

true, undoubtedly. and i must admit that i have not done my best for this final, but the past would remain as a past.y u no want to be a good, 4 flat student before this meh? terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak tak belajar, tak payah nak buat muka emo after keluar exam hall T_T

one paper left, and i'm cuak already.i haven't touched or read anything, hence i must fully occupy my time to learn the subject,only.2 days aren't enough, but no complain please.high motivated and rise up, people! *insert hidung kembang kempis bersemangat* and i've many plans for this hols, but i must restrict myself from over-thinking it, yet.can't wait for it actually hehe

anyway, i tried to get a good and sound sleep just now but my eyes refused to do so.how degil she can be, i never teach her to be like this -.-'

ambo letih nak menulis ni.so, some random pictures wouldn't do any harm, aren't they? :)

oh ya, first of all, i already break up with marx. sorry abe, i do understand and fully respect your ideologies, but it's hard to imagine to apply your theories, sayang. but i'll lebiuu always okay, don't cry.

permohonan kolej anda gagal.oh rasanya pedih sekali ibarat pinangan ditolak T__T

this is funny.and berserk too. thanks huhu for the picture.

i miss this moment..

..these babes <3

and this moment too,auww!

some random picture found in tumblr hmpphh

my guilty pleasure

pointless entry i know haha. but pardon my brain freeze, i can't appropriately applied my mind to write.oh thanks to jurisprudence.now say hello to insurance. kam kammmm to mama kammm!

of the prudence and the jurist

2011-05-07T15:15:00.001+08:00

satuuuuuu lagi, ayuhh!

...tdo dulu.bye

Wordless wednesday #1: my mom's favourite song. i miss her :'(

2011-05-04T22:47:00.001+08:00

1.33

2011-05-03T11:23:00.007+08:00

act like a child

but think big.

you are dealing with two different worlds, honey

it's a burden, to deal with me

i warn you.

got the guts?

oh apparently,

i listen to daughtry,

i adore those with dewyze's voice.

i wear faded jeans

and cheap shirts.

i often wear shawls i love the most

embarrassing much?

no, i don't.

obviously,

i'm not perfect

but i love what i got

and i don't lose my head, if you ask

take me for who i am

otherwise,

the door is not locked at all.

sing me a rhythm,

oh such a sweet serendipity, i don't mind.

at all.

let's pretend that the world is waking up, and everything that we see is beautiful

2011-05-02T08:37:00.031+08:00

despite my energy bar has not fully recharged, i still insist to go out yesterday.i can't stand to stay in the room and do nothing, and i need a break too oh pleaseeeee before my exam exerts its pressure back this saturday. and my last exam is on tuesday next week,which kau tau-i'm so happy-ive been waiting for that day-nak merendekk je lepas ni-oih nyah nanti result kuar jgn bising bising pulak- oh yes that's the feeling T____T

short journey it was, we only went to pesta buku and ronda-ing around.but i'm fully content with the whole experience.let's have another plan, shall we? can't wait nak pegi batu caves pulak katanyee hehe!

ambo cannot write too much, ambo jeles tgk roomate ambo stadi tapi ambo bukak laptop bila nak start stadi taktau la okbye

anyhoo..

we were greeted on our arrival at kl sentral with tarian ulik mayang, kot?

this is my hungry face.cantik, i know takpayah puji thanks

she's keknis, tadaaaaa! :D

and pardon moi, i get SOOOOOO excited whenever i want to travel around.hence, the happy face.

a place where the books find its owner.

oh abe, rambutmu..

some of the novelists yang turun padang.

hehehe she's cute that way!

ok yang ni xdak kaitan, sila proceed

hubby, i can't afford to buy lagi this book.but i'll learn okay, please wait!

the special treat: imran ajmain and fazley yaakob were in the house yo!

siap nyanyi lagi!and i have the chance to stand in front to watch the show ekekekeke *insert devilish grin*

and this is fazley's bro.he's so tall..jenguh aih dok jinjat nak tgk the performance pfft! and yes, tall guy indeed turns me on ekekekeke *insert another devilish grin*

according to keknis, she looks slimmer in this pic.i have no comment :P (hehe jk!)

oh please say we do look penat.

tapi, tanpa berputus asa dan berbekalkan semangat yang gigih serta berkobar-kobar, we promptly headed to jalan masjid india.

nak test power kamera katanyee, gambo pun jadi kecik cinonot camni T_T

and this is the face afterwards.shining mining uols! #FAIL

the journey was all worth it.and be accompanied by someone who cares about me so much and she has rock my day indeed *whadaaap*, i thank God for everything

thanks for the bear, and everything, love :)

of losing affection towards international law and saying hello to law of association

2011-04-27T16:09:00.014+08:00

and the paper ends today.im okay im okay.

okay im not. * wipe tears wuwuwuuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu*

but.. don't let mr. sorrow define our lives shall we? do ur best, and let Allah do the rest.insyaAllah :')

soooo, back to our topic.in which, there is no topic discussed previously so i don't know which topic im referring too, anyhoo bla bla ok let me get this straight. there were few events that happened before i sit for international law paper this morning which i thought of sharing here.one which tickles my nerves, when i call suria late at night before our paper.

me: mek, kau baca case apa tuk self-defence?

suria: nicara-gue.

me: oh -.-

i whispered to myself, thought she wanted to create a joke amidst our stress reading international law.i decided to ask her again.and she still answered nicara-gue instead of nicaragua's case.when i mentioned, "oh nicaragua ke" then only she came to realization that it is pronounced as nicaragua, instead of nicara-gue.i bet she kecek klate earlier with someone else before i call her, hence the slang followed.how cute is that -.-'

do u still remember this mek? :P #zamankotokkalangmydin

and the event which scares me to death happened this morning, before i went to sit for the examination.in an attempt to wear my shoes, i paused (literally) when my left foot touched a mushy- thingy hiding inside my shoes.dang.what did i do next?

i scream.and screeching too.

i know, so huduh to jerit like that pagi pagi.pardon moi.but im just so scared!

my friend and i tried to guess what's hiding beneath it.here are our guesses based on the mushy characteristic :

1) katak. (last night raining mah.katak might sejuk, no place to hide.kasut bata tu, comfy kot?sedap sikit tidoq). but we thought, it can't be katak. it's quite blackish and to our vision, it seems to be long and berlingkar too.

2) siput bab*, but without the cangkerang. (i wonder how can siput bab* would survive without the shell, or they just can?)

3) lintah.

4) makhluk yang seangkatan dengannya.

5) the most extreme, we come to a point that it can be ular.anak ular @_@

all sorts of things went in our head.apparently, after our paper ends, we decided to look up what's actually hiding inside it.instead of we did it ourselves, we called pakcik ofis to come to 'inspect it'.and guess what it is?

katak..je.

pfft, not worth it bagi sakit jantung before pergi jawab il punya paper.our first guess dah betul, but we are so paranoid to claim it to be something else.i hate u, katak.unless u r the frog prince, don't u dare to come near to me pfft. and the kasut too, RIP.

better lek den neber & neber say neber.

2011-04-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

suria muhammad, 2011.

and they are the men in my heart :')

2011-04-22T21:21:00.012+08:00

last monday marked the birthday of a person whom i dearly loved, my abah.i blame myself for allowing myself occupied with other things and totally forgot about your birthday *slaps own forehead*. and i know i've been such a rebellious kid all this while and often you found me frowning upon your words if there is any disagreement between us.but i love you abah. you and mama will always remain permanently in my heart and be my favourite soundtrack. i heart both of you :') thank you for raising me up to this point,so ehemm this hols i can drive car dah la meh? :P

anddddd this brahhder is coming to town today!sadly i don't own a car, if not i can bring you and friend jalan2 kejap la, makan ayam penyet pun jadi hehehe :') so have fun dear little bro, your sister now is fighting for her 2nd paper i.e. the subject she regularly skip the classes so yeah nak kena korek2 cari nota and start from the very beginning pfft.

did i mentioned to anyone that i don't like international law?for general knowledge obviously it helps me a lot, alerting me to the current situation and issues concerning the whole world, but for final exam purpose, na-uhh, me don't like you. well, im trying here and hopefully me and 'her' *note:feminism here* can become bff for these upcoming 4 days, insyaAllah.tutup cerita lama, family law okay? :'(

and who shall be the next man in my life? sudikah anda, faizal tahir hehehehe? ok tak lawak nok,bye

#sayabencifinal

2011-04-18T12:22:00.007+08:00

i need a push.

a force.

i can do this.

biar apa manusia lain mau bilang, abaikan semua persepsi itu

buat apa yang mampu, ikut kudrat seadanya, serahkan selebihnya kepada Yang Maha Kuasa

kalau orang lain boleh buat, why can't i?

otak sama saiz, the only difference is your effort.

hold on to the future sayang, there's nothing wrong in aiming high.

imma get a jetpack with my name on it.

insyaAllah and amin.

ps:eh sempat pulak kau update blog nok? manaaa effort mu itu manaaaaaa? T______T

cause you came at a time when the pursuit of one true love in which to fall

2011-04-16T20:47:00.001+08:00

i listened to this song when i was in form 3, so much into this band that i used to neglect my studies for pmr, hence the trial result T___T kinda weird when i suddenly remember this song, the vid along with the clothe-less vocalist.penangan final agaknya, jadi kemut and malas nak baca buku, teringat mende lagha je.oh dang,wish me goodluck

I am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's

2011-04-15T23:35:00.023+08:00

after 4hrs-looooooooooooong lecture *insert too badak's yawn zillion times*, we successfully finished the last class for our degree today!despite we were jumping and smiling around, plus camwhoring all the way, sudden-tears drop emotion attacked us immediately when we noticed that,this would be the last time for us to me-lagha together and having fun in the class.i can't tell how it feels, but i guess the bond is so strong between us, that i feel so touched and emotional today and even refused to leave them when it was the time for us to go home :(

pictures, do ur work please.i can't proceed *amik tisu lap ayaq mata sekali dgn hinguih*

with eli, si cantik.

my tembun, always :)

love u, rai :)

pipah and garamku

gambar ni ala ala mcm naik pelamin gitu (someone's soooo going to kill me for writing this :P)

always brighten up my day, they are my sunshine :')

he was so nice, willing to bend a 'bit' just to be on par with me hehehe :P

musuh ketat.

the kenanga/delima-rians/besties.

imma miss u guys and girls :'( good luck for final peeps, may Allah bless our ilmu insyaAllah. hatiku untuk anda semua,always :')

18-22.

2011-04-14T23:58:00.006+08:00

final 22/4/2011- 10/5/2011.

this is not hip.

I try to keep a jumble, and the lyrics never mumble

2011-04-11T22:42:00.007+08:00

Calm down.

I chill, I laugh.

I embrace, I face it.

You see,

Blame the fatal words, blame it.

At least, i'm still alive.

A monster has already developed inside me,

She got steel heart; no one can crash it down.

Darling,

You just need to know your name,

And go your own way.

Oh Yes, I will.

Then only you tell me if you were real.will you?

see, this is the way that we walk on a sunny day, when it's raining inside

2011-04-10T22:37:00.023+08:00

i am always eager to go to art market or anything related to it.flea market should be counted too since i find my heart stuck with artsy thingy. the complexion of art involves the element of uniqueness, it's risky and different.so when i saw the art faculty is having this kind of exhibition or art market, i promptly jumped for the event. however, my high expectation of being able to browse around arts and good stuffs was turned down as i found there were minimal booth as well as arts being exhibit all the way long. okay sad.

and so, my mob and i decided to do something more fun and cooler. sneaking into art faculty and taking pictures hehe! how unique but quite spooky i must say, the art faculty it is. but still, i do enjoy the surrounding and perhaps i will let the pictures spill our so-called-of being an art student, for an hour only.

indah khabar dari rupa sobs sobs T__T

models yang sedia memberi kerjasama.

be artsy, and guess what it is dear.

now do we look like an art students?

hai nama saya bulat! *inside joke*

i was quite emotional when i saw this pic.over eksaited can frame my face into such a way.sadis sungguh ye resultnya.

ha yang ini kandid katanya -___-

ok now back to business.habiskan assignment please? T__T

know your name and just go your own way, darling.

2011-04-08T04:03:00.002+08:00

all folded memories begin to open up by itself, and yeah, i am no regret at all.

malas-phrenia and zombi-ish alike.

2011-04-03T00:34:00.006+08:00

i need to plan my future.as pronto as i can.too much procrastination, and lagha-ing for almost all the time aint do any good for myself.final is around the corner, and my preparation for it if u ask? nada. and i've been longing to write in here but blame the time constraint, i hardly find myself in comfortable zone to even do some writing.so here i am, try to squeeze myself in limited time just to write something, well i can't just leave my blog.

i've to attend finishing school program for 3 days in a row, and tomorrow will be the last day for the program.i need to wake up early for that purpose basically, but yet i still counting time now before hitting the sack.the ultimate purpose of why i dare nak bukak my laptop is to do some works with it, and finish off my assignments.too bad, i got divert away and accidentally landing here.oh dang.

the pieces don't fit anymore,james morrison.my halwa telinga, currently.luff u james.okay dah i need to go to sleep nw.bye

this is what i do when i get bored.im awesome enough to smile and giggling by myself, alone.okay memang xdak purpose i know,wehh dah lewat please lah tdoq okbye

of dating marx for 3 weeks in a row, im cool

2011-03-16T23:20:00.010+08:00

i envy with the commitment suria always portrayed,i mean she still can update her blog even tho we have piles of works to be settled.how she does that?... *insert mode of curiosity* probably most of my time, u can instantly spot a huge gigantic whale landing on bed at k1***,kolej kenanga,uitm shah alam, happily enjoying her precious zzzzzzzz time.that's me,cute kan?ombooooooooohhhh *bunyi paus*

anyhoo, i just finished with my jurisprudence's (aka subject ketaq pala level paling maaaaaaaximum) presentation today.and alhamdulilah,it's all worth it.learning jurisprudence had randomly made me go saying "oh mcm ni ke" "oh sebab tu la depa buat cani" "oh patutla" and all sorts of "oh" everytime i learn the subject.many things around me make sense now, be it in terms of economic, politic, ideology and even religion.that's why i love doing law.but the hardest part,is to understand it.such a brain-sucker okay.imma visit yun nam hair care soon,bye.

yes we did on marxist theory.his ideas have opened my eyes and expanded my view on certain things.even tho his theory's not tht practical to be applied in society where money is everything kan but still, i won't forget u marx.nah xoxo.and it's worth, for u readers, to read about marxism.

sumpah okay!hehe :D

okay i spend little time with my bed these few days, now i desperately need to go to sleep.i coughed the whole day,and the kahak won't come out either.no hesitation for me to drink the ubat batuk now, and go to sleep.esok lah baru buat kerja lain,toodles everyone!

tolong ingatkan aku, for I may be too rusty or forgetful

2011-03-05T02:45:00.004+08:00

jangan disusun kata kata penamat

jangan disebut baris ayat keramat

biar lenyap diserap sunyi

biar senyap yang tak menyepi

mari patahkan papan markah lama

mari padamkan buku tiga lama

biar luka sembuh sendiri

biar lupa ditebus hari

tolong ingatkan aku,can u?

ps:they should have done better with the vid btw.it's an awesome song, sayang la because i do enjoy the way she puts her song -.-'

and maybe then the weight of the world wouldn't seem so heavy

2011-02-26T21:18:00.014+08:00

"attending kakak aden's kenduri had forced me to reconsider in getting married at early age.at least before 35."

indeed.i instantly found myself head over heels with the deco and the theme for the wedding,how i wish i am the one who was on the pelamin *sigh*.the bride and the bridegroom were the queen and the king for that day, they look so match together.both are doctors *cough*, jadi memang secocok benor lah.they were respectively pweety and handsome,may Allah granted them the blessing in their marriage until the end of their life, amin.

so, i give due respect to suria the miau because due to her gigih-ness, we'olss dapat menatap gamba yang diambil di kenduri itu.thank u lalink.oh pictures,spill out please!

the upacara memotong kek.if it was my wedding,i would like to ask for chocolate indulgence please hihi less buttercream thank u.ataupun kalau kurang bajet, kek coklat steam yg jual kat pasar tani tu pun jadi la :(

the bride's father and mother.

sungguh segak bergaya dan cantik sekali :')

their wedding will be in any sooner,i suppose :P

we look like a bunch of happy kids who had just received gula2 and toys to be played with.

hai faizal tahir! i want our wed's deco like this, can?

last but not least, my friends never failed to make me laugh.indeed they look like a group of kurung's alien who have just landed on earth and terus attack the kenduri -.-

i am flesh and bone, i am a rolling stone

2011-02-22T12:52:00.006+08:00

I am not into politics.thats it.however, it does not mean tht i closed my eyes and keep my ears shut to the whole situation of it.i might be silent about this, but i do watch and observe the scenario.like hello, im neutral.i approved and disapproved too.

So,currently my uni is having this kind of election to choose leaders to represent their faculties.ive no idea who to vote for,seriously.it's my responsibility to vote, i know.but how can i vote when my heart's not totally wanting to vote for them.i barely know them, then u ask me to vote for them?like,are u going to speak for us, be on our side, listen to all mahasiswa's voice.or u just gonna stick your name at hep and become their golden,and good son for them.the mahasiswa are the students,not the hep.pelajar disogok dengan pilihan hep bahawa mereka yang dipilih untuk bertanding adalah yang terbaik,yang mewakili suara pelajar.really?then prove me.i saw what happened to those who tried to go against this, ie. the pro-M.things didn't turned out so well for those who are pro-M.well,i think i might gonna be sued for writing this.

Mahasiswa itu sendiri membawa maksud kuasa yang datang dari students, the siswa.obviously the students too,must shout out their opinions with utmost humble and polite, not using the harsh way.we live in civilized world, act like you are part of it.i dnt want to be forced, and follow whatever the 'sovereign' asked me to do.i've voice,i want it to be heard.i do it my way, i decide my own path.i love my uni, but there are certain changes that need to do.please, students need more power here.the only way to let students expanding their thoughts is by giving chance for them to speak and list out their idealisms. we are not against anyone,but we need room too if we disapproved certain things.we aren't fool and blind.

"Mahasiswa yang sebenar adalah mahasiswa yang berfikir untuk masa depan negara dan rakyat serta bebas memberi pandangan tanpa terikat dengan apa-apa kepentingan peribadi atau bukan juga yang memikirkan kepentingan diri semata-mata" - Iswandi, USM.

"Mahasiswa seharusnya mampu melihat segala kepincangan tanpa sikap berat sebelah atau bias kepada mana-mana pihak baik kerajaan mahupun pembangkang"

for that, i submit myself for more student power.thank u.

The words are hushed so let's not get busted

2011-02-03T21:44:00.012+08:00

leklu leklu.gue tau gue dah lama x updet.biasalah,kalau budak2 yang tinggal dalam kolej,balik rumah mesti balas dendam balik tgk tv, on9 24 hrs(as if kenanga xde wireless), qada tdo (as if, again), n yang paling penting, makan nom nom nom.bekalan makanan yang sukar didapati di kenanga membuatkan saya siang malam berdampingan dengan fridge di rumah.biasalah,kawan baik katanya ;')

anyhoo,last monday my clan and i,headed by mama and abah, went to one restaurant located near kuala kedah.rakok restaurant, u gave me such a splendid hour with kaprokkuprang-tak bai hatyai haip-siamese food!i'll miss u when i get back to shah alam,later :'(

but sorry,when the mouth started doing her works, shall i stop and take time to use the camera and take the picture of the foods?answer, no and never.makan keutamaan,kalau ada faizal tahir tgh nyanyi sebelah pun, i dare to ask him to stop singing and enjoy the food la der.so gamba makanan tak banyak,semua dah masuk dalam itu perut.sekian

'i go' singer turns a year, wise older.happy birthday!

2011-01-27T00:58:00.002+08:00

this is a "belated" post for my friend's birthday.it wasn't intended, but due to some forgivable(i guess?) excuses, with due humble i shall wish her now.happy birthday, miss miau,suria. anda sudah 2*.umur harus dirahsiakan,she would have kill me if i tell the world her age.but u still look young doh, hasil dari pengamalan jamu mungkin?

here's some 'appealing' facts about u :

1) we share big tummy.the only difference is that all my fats went down to my legs or tummy, but yours, it went straight away to your chin.i have witnessed the truth :P

2)please take note that abe look alike dongo-whatever the korean name is pronounced, is all yours.don't try to steal my happiness with abe number 2-u know who.auwww melets sangat!

3)we are described as kaki jalan.ring us up, as long dapat jalan2, u guys will see us there.but it depends on the amount of pitis in the wallet lah sobsob T_T

4)u r raja ayam penyet, syairah the queen, and im the secretary ayam penyet kot? even wakey wakey pun approved our choice!

5)remember the time when someone offered us to get on the car,and show the route in uitm,and we instantly said yes, with zero hesitation!dapat naik kereta pun and jejalan jadi la kan :')

6)and we share the same song;

happy belated birthday suria.may Allah blessed ur life with all the happiness,and people around u.stay molek, bubbly, funny as always okay.dnt changed urself for anyone, coz we accept u the way u r.lots of love XD

i was put here to fight Vikings,singing in the front lines, "Dare me."

2011-01-16T13:03:00.006+08:00

my sister and brotha seem to enjoy their weekend by watching 'khurafat' this evening.i pretty much received good hearsay about this movie,so dont ask me what do i feel when my siblings are out there enjoying the horror mode, i will instead stuck up in my room, forcing myself to read insurance, association and international law too. *frown and yawn come together*

i fill my weekend hanging out with my friends, and stuff myself with food.i should have come with better plan next week, or else my weekend will turn into hibernating mode all day long.which is so not me, weekend supposed to be fun, and fill up.before workloads come hunting for me, i should at least, plan to go out with my friends.i still can see the fireworks now, and i want it to go off perfectly.

anyhoo, there are certain things about myself i would like to change.this is a pointless entry, so i would probably jumbled up everything in here.i mean, u try so hard to please others, but u end up please nothing or no one.cold blooded probably would be myself after this, imma priced myself up.being over-nice is not that good, so i will opt to be in between.i have my aim in my life, and aint nothing can block my way.move away, folks.

to my friends in New York i say hello, to my friends in L.A. they just dont know

2011-01-12T22:51:00.008+08:00

kalau rindu, bilang saja rindu.sudah lama tidak mengupdate ya disebabkan *cough* ada komitmen dgn sesuatu selain komitmen dengan tilam dan bantals.malas nak berbelit-belit, yes i am a P holder now babyyyyy hip hip hooray!memang, baru tua2 mcm ni baru ada kesedaran tuk tak menyusahkan mak bapak yg selalu kena drive nak hantar anak ke hulur ke hilir.kejap nak keluar mkn, kejap nak soping sikit, kejap nak jumpa kekwn, and even during my attachment, my parents had driven back and forth to sent and pick me back from the firm,isk isk malu sangat weh ekau ni memang.. ok tak dapat meneruskan kata-kata.

keep aside the drama, im actually having 'slight' trouble during the test on the road, but alhamdulilah, Allah had given this rezeki to me to pass the driving license easily on that day.terima kasih too to mr.jpj, he was very nice to me on that day.mak overwhelmed sgt tau! *insert mata bergenang*

but the effect from such "komitmen", my skin is now quite reddish (ayat cover tuk gelap sobsob) because the sun directed its light right upon my face during the test!but my mum said, there will be no profit without investment.i got my P license(profit) and my skin turns...err, reddish (investment), get it? *tempek bedak sejuk* and i even got some credit and advise from PM Ramlah during our insurance lecture, i won't ask for more :P

so right now, i need time to fix myself right.have to push hardwork button extra hard to catch up with the lectures that i had missed sepanjang peninggalan ke kedah.hello, 2 lectures still banyak la kan?ok dah, xde modal nak tulis okebye!

i'm hanging on another day,just to see what will you throw my way

2011-01-05T20:37:00.015+08:00

biasalah,kalau dah nama pun bebudak final year(maksud lain,pelajar lapis warga emas) tapi still menjadikan kolej sbg kediaman dan kenderaan tetap hanyalah menggunakan tulang2 kaki dan bus rapid sbg agen pengangkutan, maka untuk keluar ke seksyen 7 bagi mencari sesuap nasik itu agak sukar sedikit.bukan sedikit, sukar banyak.oleh itu, pardon my jakun-ness.baru hari ini, i managed to get to eat ayam penyet setelah beberapa lama merengek untuk keluar semata-mata demi si penyet itu.x payah gedik nak buat review, semua orang dah tau betapa lazatnya penyet itu.jangan sangka nama sepenyet itu,tetapi dapat menjanjikan rasa yang sungguh lazat sekali!

anyhoo, i dont think it's too late for me to talk about my azam this year.i've been planning for my budget this semester, and determined not to overspend my money.i easily overwhelmed with beautiful things,hence tangan pun cepat gatai ingin membeli.at the end of the day, either i give those stuff to my siblings or it will eventually find my closet as 'their home'.i pity them :'(

so, since i already received a black mail from my mum not to waste my money on unnecessary things (because she had bought all those stuff that i needed, so i dont have any strong reason(s) why should i spend the money blerggh!), hence i can learn to keep my money! *clang clang* (ini adalah bunyi duit syiling jatuh dalam tabung)

but, i'll put the exception to my money.for food of course!i dont care how much it'll cost, as long the food worth to give a try, i'm so ready for it!nyumm

and i can spend my money more on m&m yay! :DD

if happy little bluebirds can fly beyond the rainbow, why oh why can't i?

2011-01-04T23:33:00.005+08:00

back to school wehuuuu! T____T

i cant get my hand to write down instantly about my first day in school, due to oh-im so tired-i went all the way from melati(but my friends help to pick up my stuff tho) to section 7 to pick up my bag,kotak(s) etc-so kaki bengkak mengelecet-and sempat main ujan sikit-hence i decided to curl around on my bed and forget about u blog.yes, u.

nothing much happened, because this is the first week.lecturer will give talk about less than hour,but then it's a big yay because i can spent the day on my bed later on.bed and i cant be separated duhh hello, kalau boleh mungkin nak usung tilam and bantal sekali dari kenanga masuk cempaka terus.

i cant write much.i feel sleepy already.and the fact that i've cls tomorrow morning brings my excitement level down to -10.the plug in my room cant function well either, and i have to go upstairs to get my dress pretty done to wear for tomorrow.so i guess, toodles everyone!

of fahmira and jejari runcing, sigh.

2010-12-29T23:08:00.009+08:00

i never thought i could be so much energetic when i watched football, because i never liked football before.well, i guess the match between Malaysia and Indonesia had changed my view about the football phenomena.good game both teams had performed, my heart almost dropped to the floor but luckily managed to pick it up back after we won the game!alhamdulilah. Malaysia, u make us proud.and Indonesia, anda sungguh hebat mengasak.both countries deserved my respect :)

and worldwide talks about khairul fahmi now.one talented keeper indeed, its just amazing how he caught the ball.well, his catch was just perfect.and thanks to safee sali too, he is born with super duper amazing leg that can give kick-ass strike straight to gawang goal Indonesia.and norshahrul, i was auww all the time seeing him gelecek-ing the ball and pass it to the striker.apparently, last time i checked their status, none of them is no longer listed as available, sigh :'(

*cries blood* T__T

enough about football, now i should concentrate on my life.the preparation,i mean, before i go back to shah alam.despite how much my body wants to be attached at my home, but the journey of being a final year student lay ahead in front of me.before that, i have to face the qualifying test this 31st before i take jpj test on 10th.wuuuu, i envy cik mek suria baru lepas jpj test tapi taknak pegi broga because she had finished hers yesterday.getting nice good sleep already, huh? :'(

the broken clock is a comfort, helps from stealing all my time

2010-12-27T22:23:00.015+08:00

many talk about the game last night, thanks to my wajib aktiviti blogwalking.tak nak kalah jugak, jadi saya pun ingin bercakap pasal bola.bukan mengikuti trend semasa, tapi memang saya ingin menulis tentang bola sebab saya rasa ini adalah masa yang sesuai untuk saya meluahkan segala yang terpendam sejak semalam, hasil daripada pembacaan di twitter jua.sila baca dengan teliti,sila sila

anyway, 'they' tried to argue about the laser thingy is one of the reason that contribute to the loss, and they claim the individual who's responsible for that comes from the Malaysian seat.obviously i would condemn those who did such an uncivilized action, but still hello, u aint got much if u keep pointing and shoving the blame like this.we would come to an extreme boiling point when 'they' constantly insulting Malaysia for the incident.where's the semangat kesukanan btw? and suria, i am in total agreement with u for including the holy verses.

insyaAllah, Malaysia.afraid of nothing, u have big troops to support u guys during the match at indonesia. Malaysia memang boleh :D

how fanatic my dad is.sampai sanggup dok bawah and even rejected my offer suruh duduk atas couch.but in the middle of the game, i found him snoring already, sigh =..='

i'll need a volunteer, how about you, with the eyes?

2010-12-26T12:13:00.010+08:00

2010 getaway.

nahh i dont have any plan.except now im trying to lose some kilos, but it seems to give no effect.

abaikan muka bajet model minuman yogurt drink nestle di situ.biasalah kadang2 perasaan bergedik itu menjelma.abaikan.

anyhoo,i do find something healthy to consume everyday.GOOD DIET BALANCE WITH NESTLE BLISS YOGURT DRINK memang tak tipu.the drink contains inulin and live cultures,so mende alah ni lah akan godek godek korang punya digestive system lantas memudahkan penghadaman and improve ur digestive system.it's tasty too!i prefer kiwi flavour,nyumm.sape yang menggeleber tu bolehlah cuba kalau nak kempis perut beberapa inci

sambung,ya berbalik kepada 2010 getaway.i'l be back to school next week.kena godam balik semua almari and try to arrange the clothes and put it back in my bag case.try to add some new stuff too, handbag and new shirts, and kurungs too.but i overspend my money on something else the other day, now i have to regain back my consciousness and start counting the budget for next year. *slowly kick mcd from the list,sigh*

so there will be no getaway for me this year.hello shah alam, i guess?

and, final match for AFF Suzuki Cup 2010, tonight.malaysia versus indonesia uols.keep ur voice now, because we gotta scream our lungs out tonight.ok tak, tu bahagian lelaki je nak menjerit2 tu.i'll just watching the game, especially when the match involved hot players,like this.

go malaysia.kick their ass, but with manner tho :)

i don't care how poor a man is; if he has family, he is rich - Dan Wilcox and Thad Mumford

2010-12-26T00:13:00.007+08:00

mom, thanks for the words and thoughts.i would not exchanged u for anything in this world.i might be the bad guy in the house, but u r the best thing that ever happened in my life.forgive me for being stingy, but i have the best mom in this whole universe and i dont want to share her with anyone else.i've no doubt to say those 3 words, especially for u.

i love u,mom.

and dont chu'all be deceived by her serious face tho.shes loud.yes i inherit the trait from her.and i couldn't be any prouder!

let's waste time chasing cars,around our heads

2010-12-23T15:16:00.008+08:00

next week is gonna be the last day for my driving class.how do i react to that?

"pishehhh"~ *insert small firecracker's sound* i shall celebrate it because i am actually step away from getting my P license,yehuuu! plus, no more getting scold by the instructor, and having a lecture in every classes with everyone notices that.not cool, na-uh.chill cikgu, tak payahla marah2 kan, berbudi bahasa kan nampak lebih manis sikit.i was about to say this to him, but before he threw me away from the car, i should just remain silent.dalam hati jela ber-vulu mengutuk.

another story, the makcik who worked at my driving school's cafe apparently owned a cat,named Bobby.shall i tell u more, 'he' is indeed a cute furry cat but had too much ego inside that he wont even let us to hold him because duhh-im handsome kau sape bedah haaa nak sentuh2 aku ni?

the face affirmed the statement above.

dapat picit kepala Bee pun jadila.angkuh gila.

sombong and annoying.tapi comel wuwuwuwu, i feel like hugging him all day long.

anyhoo, i've my jpj test this january 10th, on 2nd week of lecture.azam baru tak nak skip any classes dah next semester, but i think i've to change the azam a bit sobsob.wish me luck people ok ya diam theres few who read this blog jangan mintak lebih2 dalam blog ni.goodluck mira,prove to the cikgu that you can drive.safely and smart.

tracing faces with the fingers, and we are just the same as we were.

2010-12-11T00:14:00.014+08:00

amaran:entry ini agak serious.lain dari yang lain.mungkin result telah membantutkan kegembiraan melampau selama ini?ok sambung

and the result is out.alhamdulilah, despite i do not perform well as the others, but this is enough for me.i have put effort in it, and i believe this is my rezeki.it's time for me to muhasabah balik, which part is lacking and to learn from the best.there's always hikmah for everything that had happened, it brings me closer to Allah and also,to re-check my relationship with others too.

quoted from kak anis,

"bersyukurlah dan bercintalah dengan selayaknya.jangan kufur,moga moga walau apa pun hadiah yang Allah beri ini, kembalilah kepadaNya dengan hati yang redha."

there's rezeki for everyone.and this is my rezeki.alhamdulilah.

takpa na, ada lagi satu sem.serang betui betui kali ni.less eat, less play, less dok gosip2 and give extra time for books.

but duhhh hello, my mind only works when i feed him.and im having teman-tapi memang terlebih mesra dan gatai gedik-relationship with my fb and blog, there's no way for me to get rid of them.gosip is a must too, na-uh, girls cant live without it :P so whatever it is, i need to endure my part 6, the final year of my degree.aim high babyy,there's nothing wrong with that.insyaAllah.

i don't wanna go up there and pretend, but i am okay.

2010-12-07T20:03:00.013+08:00

after decades i've been hiding under my comfy shell, i finally made my way to the outside of my house.i did went to the outside regularly, but for just a moment.today, i am so proud to say that i did actually spent my morning outside! bai kejap tv, fb and duhh, fridge too.

apparently, i did met my new friend, outside. a black cat, he is.very impolite and uncivilized.he spent the whole day sitting on our chair, and even try to "decorate" our compound with his not-so-harum-poo, caitt.

i have not own cats for many years, since i was in high school.lack of commitment, i guess?but im thrilling now, to have one! the black cat mentioned above is a no-no, but this type is an exception.tak kisahlah nak berak ke, i am willing to clean it.okay, maybe.oh just be my pet, darling!

miauuu miauuuuuuuuu!

"hai im tired!hug me now". i can read cat's mind, trust me.

"look at my body, i can beat alba after this!". i told u, i can read cat's mind.

"im handsome, dont take too much picture of me.im sick of it".

call me, sasha fierce.

and i know karma is gonna get me back, for being so cold.

2010-11-30T00:53:00.001+08:00

and so i went to watch rapunzel.but i do not find it as my game, man.i need some action, a real one.but the movie is good though, seriously.it's funny, and the animation is just perfect.well, disney's stuff.but im telling ya, the hero is just so...um well, can i have a crush for the cartoon?

yeah, that's the look babe.i can go auwww all the time.

i went to the movie with my sisters and brother.apparently, one of my sister does not look like one, i mean in this picture.so much alike, taio cruz? sorry moi, thats the 1st name pop out from my head since ive been listening to his song, break your heart cover version.get it get it? ok keep the jokes for urself, mira.shut up.

well, im 15 years old.what do u expect? i still have time to stretch out my legs okay *take a pillow and cried out loud* T_T

he's my brother anyway.the youngest one.and play violin too, well im thinking of appointing myself as his manager and when he's on the top later, i could use the fame to generate money for myself and go for a vacation. Venice is on the first list, ok bai semua.

anyhoo, heres the cover version for break your heart.it's wonderful and they are just so genius, don't just they?

again, another pointless entry.i shall find something else to do and post something more...intellectual i guess? :P till then, have a nice holiday everyone! okay, gile lame bagi wish sorg2 kat blog ni =..='

and we fall back to the same patterns, same routine

2010-11-28T02:51:00.004+08:00

i had the chance to compare my picture during my high school and present.one thing caught my eyes, the eyebag. i did not own it before, but now, is getting bigger and menggeleber.

reason?dont ask me.look at the time when i update this blog.

take care of yourself mira.im really worried.

wish they are opening like summer flowers, but dont you be fooled.

2010-11-23T15:15:00.007+08:00

my new bf, i shall present to u.tadaaaa.

yeah, i could not believe this too.i lap u.

ok before i lead u more to my pointless dream, lets just start with the update. guys, it's actually ok to waste your money watching movie, well i just realized that. i watched harry potter last sunday, and the movie is superb! i dont think i need to do the review here because u can get those praising words for the movie at any place. u wont feel sleepy (in my case) because the plot expanded rapidly, and it involves sad element without leaving the action element. totally love it. and the part where harry potter and hermione were dancing accompanied by beautiful song sang by nick cave "O Children", it does make me go auuuuuuwww all the time.

apparently, the theater next door was having 2 Alam as the show. humm, versus Harry Potter at the next door.i already watch the teaser for 2 Alam, and well, u gotta watch and read the CRITICISMS by yourself.maybe dr.rozmey should just stick with his product, jus mate. kayo dah tu.and i found this clip too, hilarious one.

sapa pegi tgk 2 Alam, dapat jus mate free.kan bagus kalau dr.rozmey buat promotion camni.

oh selling out mondays!

2010-11-17T16:47:00.009+08:00

its not a big deal living at home doing nothing.in fact i love it.i choose to be fussy lazy cat curling around the bed, or u can spot me in front, how i can be so obsessed watching dramas on tv.the workload during last semester, i just think i need a break for a while.but not long enough, before i started to think that i should do something rather than sticking my head on the bed all day long,its not healthy though.it can be sick when u have nothing to do, despite i enjoy myself to sleep more than 8 hours per day but still, my mind urged me to do something.

no job suggestion please heh.currently, im in the crisis to finish off reading a novel, 'to kill a mockingbird'. wish me goodluck.

look at oprah's hair.fluffy and ... huge.

i have plan too, to watch harry potter. hope my mum willing to bring me to the cinema,because *cough* um, u noe, license problem.

si rambut kembang berubah to shorter hair.cantik nyah.

and so far, im enjoying myself at home taking a picture while everyone preparing the dish for aidiladha. i think i need to have to-do-list during this semester break or else the bed will be my bff the whole holiday. enough said, selamat hari raya aidiladha people! may Allah bless u all!

toodles! :)

someone like you, and all you know and how you speak.

2010-11-15T16:07:00.008+08:00

my eyes getting widened. im getting fresh air, and having a nice cuddling sleep every night. no more feeling sore looking at the books and no more whining because lack stock of foods in the room. yeah, u shud know by now that i have safely arrived at my home, alhamdulilah.feeling weird at first, because i thought that i will update my blog soon after i finished my so-called-ketaq pala examination, but instead i took about several days to get my hand writing for this blog.mood babyy, i need that before i start to write.

anyhoo, i started my activity at home, as usual, mengqada balik semua show kat tb that ive been missing all this while sebab gigih ~~tidur~~ belajar so oh well, tak sempat nak berjalan2 g bilik tb kat delima.csi,the biggest loser show, oprah adalah show yg wajib diulang tonton semula.and i manage to watch movie too, after my sister persuaded me for watching one.you know my habit of yawning and sleeping-after minutes the movie starts-and tetibe je boleh bangun nak tgk the movie's ending-and gigih membuat conclusion sendiri pasal the movie, annoying much for those who watched the movie with me.

and so, i did watched inception, which is quite surprising sebab i did not sleep and even blink my eye for a second watching the movie! the movie betul betul OMG OMG SUMPAH BEST MAK TAK TIPU CEPAT PEGI TGK SEMUA WEHH TOLONGLA ok over diam. anyhoo, put aside that im so out of date sebab baru nak tergedik gedik tgk inception, but for a person like me yang tidak mengerti penat lelah the director in making a movie, inception indeed a serious deal.apart from its *coughs* good-looking actors, the movie is well-narrated, it leaves u clueless and longing to know the ending.thumbs up.

ok nyah, jangan over sgt menjerit.i feel u guys.

and other activity, makan and menaikkan berat badan which is why the biggest loser always be my favourite show TT_TT wish me goodluck, i aim to lose several kilos during this hols. 40 kg, come to mama,can?

heee heee daaaaaah.

because i love how the streets smile.

2010-10-29T18:34:00.025+08:00

due to hectic week of final examination, ive to postpone all the stuffs i want to fit in at this blog.and one thing i do found out, when we have so many things to say, we end up say nothing.the previous 48hours, i was like homaigod i want to update my blog about this, oh yes about that and that too! but then, i stare at my blank page for hours wondering alone how to start my words.damage much caused to the brain due to 3hours-nonstop-answering law papers, yes i admit that.

no idea how the story should begin, i shall post to u some random pics, folks!

heres the thing i love to do during weekend.berdiri macam tugu negara and asked ur friend to take picture ok dah tak lawak.yeah, i force the feet to walk around the town during weekend,man.or perhaps u can spot me on my bed, lazying around.or online,fbooking,blogging,yawning.who doesn't do it kan,kan?

i flip back the album, and found this picture.auww i love my classmates, especially the monitor :P all the best for LWB05F fellas!

hehe i am proud to say i used to be part of them :P

tadaaa!

*credit:suria*

if u r a good friend of mine,u might probably notice my habit of taking my own self-reflection pictures.well, i think most girls probably have done that.or should, at least :P

another flip through an old album, and found out this.yes its 'kesat' ppl :P spell correctly, kesatria.got scold with the commander because of excessive use of the short term.

part 2.

cycling club, i miss u.

kuantan homecoming.love it.

*credit:suria and izzul*

ehh ttbe nak ungkit balik semua memories ehh mira stop kau ada 3 papers lagi sebelum nak buat drama wan maimunah kat sini hokeii.and pardon me for the unsynchronized work done.im not good at it :P heee ok bai bai!

the chambers of fun.

2010-10-28T17:45:00.004+08:00

*credit to izzul.

smf is not about an organization solely , but the sisterhood and brotherhood that we shared.thank u, again smf.

the little things that matter.

2010-10-26T20:39:00.002+08:00

love.

and the day has come.

2010-10-25T19:21:00.006+08:00

the final's tomorrow yaww, and insyaAllah, i will try my best :D

and so, have to leave my precious baby blog for a while.please dont cry when im gone,ok blog?mama has to fight for 5 pprs *insert silent crying sobs while looking at the notes*

lets move to boston, shall we?

2010-10-15T01:32:00.025+08:00

is like, sleeping fella be granted with some huge comfy latex pillows and vono mattress.i was hungry this evening, and clueless where to get some cheesy bites for my empty stomach.food at dc is a big no no, as im too tired and lost appetite of all the foods sold there.try to go to dc and get something for urself, and eat it everyday, i mean every single day in a week, i bet that u will be on my side agreeing with me.thank u.

so, qatrin invited me to join in celebrating kokmi's birthday at kenny rogers.say, who can resist man? *raise eyebrow* without any thought, i accept it and off we go walaupun terpaksa sitting on qat's lap halfway to jusco and semua org pandang senyum sinis ketawa dlm hati sbb ramai dlm kereta kak farah hello mind ur own business ok ttbe pulak emo *blush blush*

off we go now to kenny rogers,shall we?

i present to u, my friends :D

bintang bintang itu cantik *inside joke* :P

ya sudah dtg gambar bajet sendiri, sila geli ramai ramai.nah plastik hitam kalau nk muntah.

ok gambar dengan rumet since asasi *cough* cant be excluded kan.

ok ok ni last, betul betul last gambar bajet seketol.

ok memang last dah,haaaa memang yang ni the last pic gambar bajet!

here comes the birthday girl, tadaaa!

shes kokmie,kiut isnt she? :D

at the peak when everyone is too preoccupied with the celebration, here what i we did behind the stage

attacking the chicken! kok kok kok!

pardon moi, im too ashamed to disclose to u the condition of the chicken after minutes it was served in front of us *stare at hafsah and kak anis*

and heres the result.extra fats and kilos on cheek blurp.

and now u know that i dont feed anyone else except faizal tahir.i try so hard to feed others, but it comes with the face.

kenyang makan kita pusing pusing jalan jalan tangkap gambar yok.

im 5ft uolss!

with sahabat, shes funneh im telling ya!

ok mira sila pegi makan lagi ye pagi siang petang tengah hari malam, pastu menangis nak masuk show the biggest loser.

happy diwali ppl ok xde kaitan bai.

maybe i am a poet.

2010-10-13T21:41:00.022+08:00

went to bed on 6am doesnt sound so good when u have a class at 9.30 am after that.my body shouting to be attached on bed, but my project ppr doesnt allow me to do that.bad project ppr, i noe :( oh friday, cant wait to see u so that i can leave project ppr with u, forever hopefully.

heneway, this week is the last week of me being a part 5 law student. quite hectic, i must say but having such a wonderful classmates and friends making all those burden seem so light and been lift off ok tipu still penat buat project ppr and tak dapat cukup tdo pastu bising2 dlm bilik studi delima ganggu semua org oh yes i went all crazy when i do not get enough rest =..=' but seriously, i love my class, i love the people in it.im going to miss most the serene and the food at cafe too, and the laugh and joy, and the drama i shared with lwbo5f fellas.thank u guys, u rock my world.

our monitor sebenar yg comel *cough* :P

one of the unforgettable drama.the other side of izul, terserlah sifat kegentleman menolong suria who injured her finger that morning.pity her, it hurts i noe.

all of sudden,kegentleman tu hilang :P

ok i admit, i dont have much pictures with the classmate sbb ~~leka berangan~~ gigih belajar dlm cls, hence tak sempat nk bersuka ria menangkap gmbar bersama. anyhoo, this post is still meant for u guys, thank u fellas! i shall record all those moments in my heart, and see u guys in part 6 ok macam post dah habis final je padahal project ppr pun belum submit lagi ok bai semua.

it is a super something.

2010-10-11T14:27:00.007+08:00

*check calendar* 26 final exam.1 week left before study week.n what do i have for final? nada. empty mind as i fill it up with bunch of food, lots of stalking activities,blogging,talking, gossiping,laughing kikih, bertumbuk, playing around etc.

no more whining, i shall start from now.ok bai semua erkk, nak tido dulu.i guess, study can wait kijap kan? :)

agak agak cocok tak? minus the fact that hes hidung mancung guy and i am not! *tarik hidung bagi tinggi*

setting up our sunday.

2010-10-06T13:18:00.005+08:00

even having an insurance test tomoro, it still doesnt stop me from writing in this blog yay *pats own back*.mind u, i havent start reading yet *give a sharp stare to project ppr*. ye sila cakap saya bagus sebab belaja last minute kasi bole ingat sikit point ha mengah banyak topic tak kaver lagi tapi kalau baca awal awal mana nk ingat kan weyy (?).

the last place that i want to go in this uitm is, none of other building ie the library.the serene is just fine, sejuk percuma dapat rasa aircond free but its just that the picture of me surrounded by tonnes of thick and heavy book will stop me from taking any further step to go to ptar *wave from distance*. honestly, i easily get distracted by the move of people,am not a stalker per se but im enjoying myself by observing human behaviour.ugh, i shud be a human researcher instead of taking law.and plus, ptar=books.books=study.study=final+makin banyak rambut gugur homai homai ok ok tak payah over i shall start reading insurance now ok bai semua.

staring at books wont gave us any fun, taking pictures will be the opposite story :D

and they say.

2010-10-05T23:28:00.010+08:00

ok im in part 5 now.i deserve to do more works as compare with the asasians kan, except the fact that they wont face an insurance test at the midst of editing ur project ppr pahtu kalut kena anta this fri!

tonnes of work and my hands were like,literally dragging on the floor!but no worries, a great teammate will help u to solve the problem aite? i shall be proud to present to u, my family law's teammates!they r all sungguh kacak dan menghiburkan uolls, trust me!

ok gambar shaking kerana semua org eksaited tuk mengambil gambar tanpa segan silu ramai manusia memandang di samping abe koop kelihatan gembira mendengar lagu indon berkumandang di koop delima =..='

ok sgt cantik ye tangkap gambar keluar lidah sape ajar ni haaa?

cubaan tuk bertindak menjadi kawaii eh apesal nmpk unik sgt muka kau haa org lain cantik je buat muncung mulut poodah.

kawan sehati sebatu sejongket sepapat.

tadaaaa! :D

ok bai semua, nak tdo eh buat project ppr.

i do sing that well, trust me.

2010-10-04T16:03:00.021+08:00

seriously, i just cant get my hands off from writing in this blog.obsess too much huh? despite ive long list of works to be done this week,including submitting project ppr, tests and presentation!woohoo,life cant be any happier than this,yay!

no talking, excuse me for being too lazy today.shall the pics do his work then?

we drought our sweat yesterday, it's fair enough then to treat ourselves with mcd right? kan kan? eh kazan excluded heheh :P she was just accompany and melayan jiwa lapar-sentiasa nak makan mcd every week-me n suria.kamon suria, dont deny it :D

makan sambil berjoyah ha ni lah resultnya,muka cantik sangat sampai terpaksa dikaburkan.

i present to u, miss suria! :P

notice the yellow arrow? double chin wadefish? ha amik kau, pegi, pegi lagi mkn mcd every week kasi berlipat lagi lemak bawah dagu tu =..='

kazan with her pouting mouth.and she didnt mind i put this pic in the blog!

and tetibe ternotice gambar wktu prelaw taken before we went to cherating.what a moment indeed! i miss those days :'(

credit to nanni zainal alam for the picture btw :D

ps: i accidentally had deleted 99% of my pictures in the phone big capital OMG JUM JERIT RAMAI RAMAI WADEFISH?? wuwuwuwuwu,where, where to find balik sme gamba tu? TT_TT

where art thou,my superman?

2010-10-03T09:41:00.007+08:00

i promise my friend, that i will wrote about her in my blog.no oppression should be indicated here,as i was genuine to say this.thanks qatrin nada, for helping me fixing my kurung while im giggling over laptop watching utube,and fb.thanks brader.

nah amik gambar hg baru habis makan :D

and btw happy birthday atol! ok dah tua ada wrinkle sila pakai olay total effect.

geng mangalore.dari kiri, treasurer, president and secretary.

ps: pfft,oh project ppr, did u noe that u have suck lots of my fats?im easily feel hungry now :(

superhuman alike.

2010-10-02T22:11:00.005+08:00

ape kes ni bro,lu bagi gua keja byk2 igt gua ni robot ke hape nak setle sme tasks tu within one week.even robot pun bole berasap kot bateri kalau cmni.

what an emotional introduction,but thats what im facing right now.keep aside the stress, this week's going to be the bz-eist week (poodah every week bz bagi kau sebab tu haa dok bukak fb sambil buat kerja kikih dok reply wall to wall and stalk org then cuak sebab tgk jam pukul 2am dah kerja tak siap lagi! TT_TT)

yes i have project ppr to be submitted. final date for the lecturer nk usha2 balik then send for binding this wed! and i have insurance test the next day after that! good combination, u think? and plus presentation IL, family law and notes juris.homai homai, i guess even superman has his holiday =..='

wish me luck ppl :'(

tak bole kembang lagi ke lubang hidung tu akak? TT_TT

of having pillows as my bf.

2010-09-30T19:13:00.004+08:00

when i get the test paper,i always wanted it to end as quickly as possible.but i wish for a longer hours at the time when the lecturer started to collect it, and even fight with one if they try to snatch my paper =..='

why why,tell me.is it a typical law student must have this kind of feeling, or im the only one yg feels so?

haish, gotta prepare for replacement insurance class pfft.i havent get a good rest this week,oh body please be nice with me okay? TT_TT

thank u, SMF.

2010-09-26T16:54:00.032+08:00

do u ever know that, nak tulis entry kat blog pun perlukan mood? mcm, aku-cinta-pada-kau-wahai abe faizal tahir kau cinta aku balik ke tak hah! (?)- mood. wutever it is, u shud noe then when i dnt have a mood, hence blog ini akn dibiarkan begitu shj, terabai tanpa sbrg berita.boleh mintak cerai dh kalau blog ni faizal tahir.ok bye kau dah pelik,mira.

ive so many things in my mind to write in here(food is on the 1st list) tapi ada satu mende that gives me the MOST,PALING,TERLALU manis moment for me to describe.im quite sad it was over, and the fact that most of the leaders are in part 6 now,they might move on with their life, taking different directions.some might end up doing llb, or some might work somewhere(jgn lupa belanja mkn kalau dapat 1st wages), or some might getting married heheh :P

the experience,the fun working with and the moment with smf crew is just so wonderful.i dnt want to trade anything of those with anything else.the colleagues , i just love them *spread the flowers tanda kasih syg* they fill in my memories album, that i will never forget.stop, i refuse to write anything else dah before jadi drama wan maimunah.let the pics do his work!

macam biasa,hidung harus kembang kempis tangkap gambar sendiri.

hey si gadis ayu!

kak herni yg ttbe malu malu nak tangkap gambar.and, weird to see hafiz maintain senyum =..='

ok yang ni unik.

and sapa cakap saya suka usha lelaki je? =..='

ketibaan dr bahrin dan anak-anaknya.

keluarga bahagia(erk?)

ok ni baru keluarga bahagia.

my sayangs.

they'll stay in my heart.

ya ini jejaka smf.boleh pilih mana satu pilihan hati lai lai :P

and can u see how hard kak herni nak tangkap gmbar saya?i noe, susah la hensem sgt camni!

ok bye nampak hitam kat sini ewah kau mmg dah gelap la sobsobsob TT_TT

ha dapat pun amik gambar najib after so many attempts berkejar-kejaran just to take his pics!

gambar bajet sendiri wajib.

and i called this as, happiness.

"Let us be grateful to people who make us happy; they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom - Marcel Proust".thanks smf, for offering me lots of happiness, these 2 semesters.u have a place in my heart, certainly.standing ovation for all of u guys.

and yes i do :')

wide grin, i suppose?

2010-09-23T00:34:00.003+08:00

thanks hana :D

We are always the same age inside - Gertrude Stein

2010-09-22T21:24:00.006+08:00

what a hectic life this week and next week offer to me! too bad, i dont have enough time to update my blog ok bye macam ada org baca blog kau.since lambat update, semua cerita mcm dah basi,mcm xde umpph dah kalau nk write in here.

anyhoo happy birthday mior.kau dah tua yay.tlg jangan kembang hidung please sebab muka ko masuk dalam blog aku =..='

ps:best kan kalau birthday kena ngam wktu belajar n not wktu cuti semester tssk tssk.ada jugakla org sambut or else tgu ucapan kat fb je.tu pun kalau ada bpe ketol yg sudi bg wish TT_TT

of having big tummy and raya.

2010-09-16T23:41:00.017+08:00

tiring! but it was fun. obviously it wud always be fun if it involves food kan, who doesnt like food right? kan kan, nak cekik cekik sapa tak suka makan. and thanks for those who were coming, really appreciate it xoxo :P

since the landlord blog sudah rasa mengantuk but yet still gigih nak update, lets take a look on the pics je, shall we?

ya sebelum kita start, mari berposing di depan cermin dahulu,seperti biasa sampai kembang kempis hidung 2 inci.and btw say hi to my adik, wearing yellow tudung!

have u met my sister?

and another sister?

and my sister, with cousins?

kak nadia, and her son aumm.macam nak gigit pipi dia come here muah i'll give u big sloppy kiss!

see see pipi dia!

and i feel terribly bad, sebab lupa nk off flash and makes him feel dizzy and turns him to look like this.bad me :(

and have u met lululala with her cousins?

and lululala with the litte ones?

and how she was trying tuk menjadi budak budak semula.

another attempt.

ha jadi la kan macam budak budak :D

and this is how i look when i try nak pose sorang diri di hadapan cermin.sumpah takut =..=

ps: memandangkan kamera hp agak kuno, so belas ihsan dari kakak tuk menangkap gmbar sewaktu jamuan amatlah diharap.so tak byk pic yg boleh diupload from my phone.gonna wait before my sis nak tranfer pics from her camera.update soon, well i think!

lets get married, shall we?

2010-09-16T01:18:00.010+08:00

hati tak tenang,tidur tak lena,tangan terketar ketar.rasa rindu sangat.oh dah lama tak membebel and scribbling on this blog.blog,i left u for quite long time tanpa nafkah dah,forgive me!

so lets have some quick update people.quite tired today, ive to cook for open house tomorrow.kecil kecil aja,so kita bereh masak sendiri deh.oh yes, i repeat, i was ~~cooking~~ the whole evening at the kitchen.my mum hired mak limah( i dont noe her precise name btw, sibuk bergosip terlupa tanya nama =..=') to help us with the cook and stuff and she was oh a very good chef indeed.i learned something from her today, something in which every 21st years old girl should have master, or atleast gained that skill.im working on it people! =..='

lai lai tgk bpe ketol pics:

ha ni semua ~~saya~~ buat. kecuali 1 je.

oh oh jelly,i love u.and fruit cocktail too,yummy.

mereka bz oh.

gonna update soon,tomorrow!and the line kills me!ugh,why why nak upload gambo pun payah deh? and i need to see faizal tahir too :(

and yes, lupa pasal assignment asso.gigih update blog punya pasal.poodah =..='

selamat beraya :D

2010-09-09T20:37:00.005+08:00

wadefish,where those kids get some nice mercun which sparkling all over the sky when it pops?mahal kot mercun (o is it bunga api, i dnt care) macam tu,where they get the money to buy one?

yeah,im jeles.SELAMAT HARI RAYA everyone,and it may sound cliche *yawns* but betul2 mohon maaf zahir n batin.kalau ada terkasar,tertumbuk,tercubit,tertampar and semua violence acts yg pernah dibuat,mohon maaf.oh as if like ada org is going to read this post.

blog,u r going to be lonely for a while.hasta la vista!

yes, kalau nk bagi duit raya kat saya,biar bagi amount yg gempak sikit.o nilai yg ke atas.

when u dont need me, i will stay.but when the time u need me, i will go.

2010-09-07T14:02:00.005+08:00

ha sedih tak weh tajuk entry ni ha cepatla sedih cakap sedih weyy T_T

im done with nanny mcphee, omg serious best.yay after titanic, the movie comes as the 2nd movie that i can finish off watching without yawning and eksaited nak pecepatkan movie.good job, emma thompson.and ttbe nmpk ewan mcgregor macam hansem dlm movie tu.mungkin cara pemakaian sbg tentera english auww?

ok next movie please! yea project ppr, i see u.dnt give me such a stare =..='

comei kalau buat anak angkat ni.

:))

she has no time.

2010-09-06T21:47:00.004+08:00

shopping baju raya,buat kuih,pasang lampu lap lip lap,main mercun bagi gegar satu jitra,skodeng mapley dpn uma yg mcm xde feeling(so?), do things ppl usually do during raya.semua ini saya tak buat.yet.

wut did i do during this holiday adalah semata mata blogging n fbooking.balas dendam balik kat delima sbb no more access denied ppl ha amik kau *angkat hidung tinggi tinggi*

i dont noe how can i still find time buat semua ni despite all my frens are getting bz with their preparation nak raya.i only did um, 1st crying sbb bazar dah xde sbb penjualnya dah cabut balik kg and surprise tgk the mat pit still menjalankan businessnya menjual ayam golek berserta kopiah melekat elok di atas kepala (taktik menarik pelanggan huh?) =..='

and other thing yg i do:is waiting for my sis to finish off her reading! cepatlah i want to read jugak buku tu.its entitled "five ppl u meet in heaven".heres some quotation

"all endings are beginnings. we just dont know it at the time"

nice susunan of words, isnt it?yep am still waiting :D and selamat beramal ppl.dnt waste this last days of Ramadhan :)

those were the days :D

2010-09-05T15:16:00.015+08:00

im home babyy! *insert some huge goofy grin*

unfortunately, when i arrived home,i was totally forgot about rubbing and scribbling on my syg blog.yes i noe, i easily forgot on something if dah terjumpa other things yg lebih fun.i give u an example, i will forget where i put my handphone when im at home, hence my fren bising sbb tak dpt nak contact but i will try to change okay! and worse, i forgot about my assignments segala and bila dh habis cuti, mula memikirkan alasan tuk skip cls sbb nak cover balik buat assignments tsk tsk.

yeah,it was a challenge during Ramadhan, but i was and i am enjoying every single day in this Ramadhan.alhamdulilah, i praise to God for every nikmat that He gaves to me,alhamdulilah.and He still gives me a chance tuk berbuka with my family.i could not even ask for more.alhamdulilah :D

heneway, i already missing my friends.iftar together gether even tho cuma mampu membeli makanan di dc.ouh taknak ulang dah waktu tu.several time je mampu tuk berbuka puasa di luar, itu pun setelah mempunyai azam yg kukuh tuk cuba jugak keluar.yosh!i wish i have a car, senang nk shiuung sana sini *rubbing hands behind my mom*

selain iftar with my setia buddies ie. inte,atol,qat,kak anis,hafsah and penduduk delima sekalian,i also went out with smf crew and the last day before balik raya i had an iftar with kak syairah,suria and izzul.i choose the latter punya iftar paling best! *suria,u noe what i mean kan tehehe sedap weh tak tipu!*

let the pics talk uolls.

this is what i do everytime nak turun g dc beli makanan.annoying i noe.

this was during my iftar at s.7.and we managed pegi fullyshop(kedai faveret qat) for a while.jalan2 sekitar s.7, oh what a memory we had! :D

ok gambar ni xde kaitan dgn mana2 iftar.just to show u cermin kat toilet cempaka 2 sgtlah tak bersih yo.mungkin cleaner yg berpuasa letih untuk mencucinya =..=' ya ini diakui sebagai gambar bajet seketol.

yay before we went for an iftar dgn smf.and thats kak syairah and suria.adorable friends, they are, arent they? :)

obviously u wud have known this pic was taken AFTER buka posa.everyone looks full especially rahimi :P and ari was testing on kak herni, on the numbers of child that she will get. 2 org je kot, tak cukup tuu kak herni! :P

meet ari, the tukang tilik! ok ini saja main2, tiada unsur kepercayaan di situ. but 3org anak laki for me? uish bertambah lelaki la uolls saya selepas ini.

and note! the one that i mark with arrow,ohh indah ciptaan Tuhan.dahla pegi smyg maghrib,cukup syarat ni moi ehem *twisting my tudung with finger*

mungkinkah akan menjadi begini selepas mempunyai 3 org anak lelaki? =..='

hansem tak gua?ibu penyayang ni.

anyhoo, i still want to upload the last iftar pics with kak syairah, suria and izzul but i didnt managed to find the cable nak transfer it.o even bluetooth gadget.oh moi, until now thats all that i can tell u.gtg has to find the cable!

ps:and i lost my hp's earring wktu kat pkns.oh please,my hp cnot live without the earring.they used to be an item.hopefully dc still sell some of the earrings please? :(

big momma, stop complaining.

2010-09-01T11:11:00.006+08:00

thanks to uitm policy, i'll not get an access to facebook until 5pm yay! that means, more focus on work and less stalk others.

anyhoo, im still working on my project paper, and i was like YIKES already. im tired, i need to sleep.but i cant, still got tonnes of works to do people! and i totally look like a walking zombie ke hulu ke hilir around cempaka. zombie mungkin tidak sehuduh ini?

ps:imagine myself look like a zombie and tgh sibuk update blog. how cool is that? =..=' and mijie, thanks for the cookies! pendorong semangat lagi nak buat project ppr :D

bang, stylo gile rambot?

oh movie, try me.

2010-08-31T15:15:00.016+08:00

OMG my eyes quickly caught yahoo newsfeed!

"Titanic expedition shows off some crisp new images"

woah, fyi if u dont noe me, im not a very kaki-tgk movie-sampai ha nyah-gigih nak g jusco tgk movie.seriously, i wud have fall asleep half an hour after the movie starts! i can sleep without any guilty feeling and woke up tgk ending cte tu.o klo baik and tak noty sgt, i wud yawn a lil bit, make some irritating sounds and movements, usha members yg gigih tekun tgk movie ha klo study amalkan gaya hidup macam ni konfem Dr. Sahol terharu, terus bagi anugerah cemerlang. but TITANIC is one of the exception. SERIOUSLY. i dnt fall asleep when i watched the movie, and it was the 1st movie that makes my heart melt and jadik lembut mcm nyah auww.mungkin faktor lelaki hansem mantop belakon, abe leonardo mungkin?

heres are some pics.klo rajin macam saya,pegi google sendiri.

here comes the titanic's trademark jengjeng.abe faizal tahir, sudikah anda?

so classic,isnt it?

thumbs up babyyy!

agak agak boleh jadi heroin tak? =..='

big smoke wants to go home.

2010-08-31T12:05:00.005+08:00

tell me, how can u concentrate on works while ur mind is already at home yo? even big smoke wud have miss his home, so do i!

and believe it or not, i havent yet bought anything for my raya.capital OMG yes seriously.mira lululala never lied :D terasa matang disitu kerana tidak lagi membebel tuk membeli kasut, baju kurung, tshirt, jeans.o in other words, xde perasaan sgt nak get some stuff for raya.yay raya raya raya wuhuuu ok bear with me everyone, i try to get some feeling tuk beraya nih.come to mama come :P

how time flies so fast.half of the semester i went through, and ive done lots of mistakes during those period.hey mira is learning aite.i did quite bad for my tests, my presentations suck and im telling ya, ive project ppr to do and im still blogging.yeah there goes my answer y i did bad in my test segala.lagha sgt mira pang =..='

anyhoo,ive to strive for this project ppr, o else tak boleh nak kuar jalan2 dgn cik kucing n miss nigga :D

ps:i cant stop usha-ing others blog.im so daiii!

terpana.

2010-08-31T01:40:00.004+08:00

i want mcd.i want mcd.i want mcd.i want it, soo bad.

jatoh dari langit please? :(

:))

of Mcmira and Mckie.

2010-08-28T13:36:00.003+08:00

2 ketols jerawat tumbuh. maksudnya : lusa ada test tapi satu hapa pon tarak baca lagi boo!

IL, be nice to me okay :D

let it be.

2010-08-27T01:38:00.002+08:00

"Biar kita begini saja ; buruk, gemuk, besar, cantik.

Biar saja diri kita ; cantik, molek, hodoh, jelik.Siapa kita, itu kita.

Cinta saja jiwa kita.

Kalau mereka tak suka, pergi mampus tak apa..."

-Fynn Jamal.Pentas 152

doktor sakit puan anyone?

2010-08-25T11:13:00.010+08:00

i hardly push myself to wake up this morning, hence i went to the cls with sembam face and sangaaaat letih dan tidak bermaya. abe abe indon pon dah tak mengorat ok fine mmg TAK NAK pon =..='

there are 2 days which i love the most this semester; wednesday and friday yay! 1 cls only and i went back to delima jumping sbb dapat tdo despite project ppr tergantung tanpa bertali.dnt worry, mummy will come to u later ok!

anyhoo, ive got a new fren and had not yet named her.comel and bolat she is and a very GOOD follower sumpah tak tipu sampai g toilet pon nak ikot =..=' shes pregnant and in any time she will give her birth OMG!

cakap tak guna tanpa ada bukti.here are some pic yay awesome kan saya! :D

shes pregnant jalan pon tak larat dah kesian.and shes good at cover up, seyes tak nampak perut buncit tuh!

see see perot dye miauu!

gambar bajet seketol wajib.

and the picture of the daaaaaaay! miji, thats why i like to be ur fren dear :D