so they say over my shoulder, that it's tough getting older

3 days and 2 nights.how time flies so fast, i can't never seem to have enough time whenever i'm with them. indeed, a new spirit had perpetrated in me when i saw their faces but the cons is i need ample time to recover myself from missing them like this. now i wish i can angkot my rumah and put it beside my college so i just can easily commute back and forth.

alas, it's just in my dream.

hello, law school.nice meeting you again.now, i have a 'date' with the final examination. well.. it is not that nice to meet up, apparently.

of the clock, and the heartbeats

a watch. bracelets. and sherlock holmes.

enough charm for me.

the plot is intriguing, i must say.except the fact that i have to seat at the front row, i'l be surely then to give it the highest rate. next possible mission, is mission impossible.

speaking of managing my time, i got test tomorrow and i still yet to cover chapters.

break free, the thing i miss the most nowadays.

talk about our future, like we had a clue

i met him. it was during December, so far my memory allows me to recall. i love how he stimulates my brain, throwing me questions and facts i never bother to look upon. i love how content and einstein-ly our conversation was. in the midst of our solemn discussion, he cracks out with the jokes. i refused to laugh, even to grin a bit. trying to play hard as i can. we exchanged stories, in the giddy train, which brought us then to a place i wish to keep it as secret.

i love how he wears his converse, he looks cool with it. his checkered shirts, and his hair.he is my obstructionism.

oh, please don't misunderstand. this is not my story.

..to be continued.

what kind of man that you are, if you are a man at all

it's not funny. 2 weeks ahead before we 'check in' for our study week, but piles of works already waiting, impatiently at the front line.i hate you guys, you know? T___T

but reality check.i've few months away before entering another phase in my life.God bless me.

#wednesdaywithwords

you best be quick, you've got to run

tau tak, perasaan nebes yang kian membuak-buak apabila tarikh test sudah hampir tiba and i have yet to cover 85% of the chapter tapi tak tau kenapa masih lagi gedik untuk online buat seketika dan seterusnya membawa saya untuk menghadpet blog yang sudah lama tersadai ini.

oh crap.

how i wish for an escapade right now.

LW 213, check!

finally graduated, alhamdulilah :)

and I don't even wanna know your name

ipso facto, time is such a jealousy.the morning breeze had suddenly left me in a sec, leaving me with gloomy, dark clouds..the Mr.Evening.and friday had left me for good too, it's time to make my way to meet Mr.Monday.the third week, the phase where everything's about to change.stay calm dear, and keep your heart firm.

define 'stop' for me, for i will just keep walking.

i would have stayed all night, had i known how to save a life

"take it to the limit,take it to the top

we are from 1A, and we can't be stopped!"

there goes our cheering theme for yesterday's induction.

well.. sleepless nights, tonnes of works, case presentations, and test..not to forget, a bit drama here and there. that's the life of llb, and i have 2 semesters to go.

hello Mr.LLB, please treat me good.

and the fairytale inside my head, seems to become my new best friend

imma miss you, sister.the moments, the fight, the muncung2 mulut, ze everything.jaga diri, kak mimi :'(

you make me do my two step all day, and keep me looking fly for ya

semua orang sibuk upload gambar raya dengan si gadisnya memakai baju raya walahhh lap lip lap lah dan si jejakanya segak bergaya pakai baju melayu dengan seliper anda memang kebabom pastu ada jgk lah yg post status kat fb bape banyak dah duit raya depa dapat kutip. tak banyak duit saya dpt tahun ini, saya okay T_T

ini bukan ayat jeles.jauh sekali dari itu, tapi saya amat gembira tengok situasi ini setiap kali raya menjelma, kerna sasaran untuk saya meng-stalk org yg mengupload gambar raya makin bertambah lah.heh heh oops terbocor rahsia

terdetik jgk niat di hati saya untuk mengupload gambar raya, namun apabila perut dan mulut bergerak lebih tangkas berbanding tangan untuk menangkap gambar of every sweetest raya moments together dengan adik beradik mahupun sepupu sepapat dan saudara mara, maka tiada banyak gambar untuk saya upload

jadi saya memutuskan..

untuk tidak langsung mengupload gambar.

kecuali gambar ini sahaja.mcm ada feel2 beraya di kampung kan, gambar tertera di bawah ini.

anyhoo, the wish.selamat hari raya semua, mohon ampun for any wrongdoings dan kekhilafan yang pasti ada.kalau tersombong, terbelagak, termuncung ke harap dimaafkan jugak.jaga diri, love semua bye

but i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell

confession number 12.

i hate public transport.

yes,i hate it.i hate the fact i can't control the journey, the fact that i can't steer the path to wherever i want to go.i want to be the driver, so i can stop at wherever i like.i don't want to listen to your song along the journey,i wish i can pick mine.too much people, i get nauseated.exception, it won't be that hard if i have to stay with a bunch of lovelies people around me.no, i'm not complaining..i'm just saying my thought.

but it's all change recently, to be precised.i love to be on the train(minus the bus, i still hate it), tho the journey is long that i might prolly almost staring and scanning in and out of a person in front of me.persons, i mean.observing is just my passion,if you might ask.stop the chirpy side, i'll be all silent in the train.i find it cozy enough for me to sleep on the train too, hell yeah.don't you find it's cool enough to read tuesday with morrie while having that dum dum rhythm,listening to your fav song.a-ah, you only live once, the strokes? the beat, oh i might sing in the train. overjoy, and overwhelmed.the feeling, you just can't describe.

how do i choose between a dream and a reality?

well, i don't know either.

twenty-nine different attributes, and you only got five

MIA recently.i bet many hearts miss me, i know..i can sense the beat.keep calm everyone.

well, the reason behind it because, the internet line-i don't know whatever the name is so called- doesn't seem to serve me well! 2 nights..i had to cover myself with a blanket, cried over the pillows mengenangkan tragedi ini.tsktsk

tapi, celik mata saja harini.. walah! sudah boleh back to online bah! the TMnet guy has become my hero, after successfully bringing joy to my life back. rupanya wayar atau bahasa omputihnya, cable di luar rumah yg putuih. saya sangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari (?)

anyway, saya akan hapdet dengan lebih banyak cerita sensasi selepas ini.saya tinggalkan anda dengan klip video yang menarik di bawah.lelaki mahupun perempuan mesti melebur tengok kehenseman mereka semua

it's a nightmare, so I'm joining the army

i'm odd

i don't like what they like

at all

i'm plainly rage

a walk, is all i need

bubbly and chirpy, hey do i miss me?

family, friends and the memoria

risky enough, just embrace it

over 140, then decode me.

until i put out all the mess, i'll write as usual

the spell i love, Legum Baccalaureus!

black and white it is, then.

alhamdulilah dan insyaAllah :)

you've got to weigh your wars darling, make sure you're not fighting for nothing

#randomwishlist number 5 : i want to go to italy.

who's willing to pay for me, no?

i accidentally tuned to a channel in tv, which pictured the whole, magnificio story of italia..hence the wish list now! anyone can dream aite, insyaAllah i'm working on it.for now, keep the dream for yourself mira..nak travel around mesia pun jenuh nak korek tabung cari duit tsktsk, bila di-check duit dalam account pun sudah cukup menghampakan empunya diri untuk ber-backpacking bersama pacat *bukan nama sebenar* T_T

i always love travelling, jadi bila diberi peluang serta sedikit ongkos pun sudah memadai, i'll use it to the maximum.. to go to a place i never been before and experience things i never do! well, taking the risk is always fun enough!

ok xdak idea nk type, bye

..the best-est moment with the darlings <3

it's time to make our move, i'm shaking off the rust

belas ihsan pinjaman sementara broadband from **** , finally i managed to get in touch with my virtual world. *hugs fb, twitter and blog*

apparently, i'm working away from my family..which is the thing i want to avoid the most since i've been longing for their presence around me all the time.well, it's quite impossible i guess..i need to get out from my comfort zone and start making money lah instead of menjeruk kat rumah, stay unproductive -.-'

alhamdulilah,everything went well so far despite i miss home and the persons inside it.since i got friends and my sister working with me too, it sorts of a relief and keep myself entertained here.i got many things to babble about, but now it seems like i lost track to write the 'many things'.blame the cuti i did nothing except freezing my brain in front of the lappy, yes another unproductive and unhealthy activity.

i dream for a backpacking trip, after my work done or after raya maybe.the closest and 'foreign' place i can go is to singapore or thailand..but then it would still cost me a lot.penang perhaps then? ahh stop the daydream, bye all's!

say hi to you, my pastel-coloured wallpaper -wani ardy, YOU

wani ardy - letter to saviour.

another song from wani, lampu jalan

the best part of listening to ardy, you tend to dive along with her lyrics.so poetic,meaningful and so deep.she understands the journey, she went through it, and she conveyed it all through one beautiful script..then have that recorded.she sings it from her heart,solely..see, how God created us so beautifully.with different talents He grants, for ardy, she can actually turn merely words into masterpiece!not many can become so creative, and if u discover one, be grateful for it!

and i feel like posting all ardy's songs here,miraculously beautiful.i start to follow her since she was a teenager, but now she already got married with a wonderful man..which is her best friend too.wait, is the post is going to be all about wani ardy? i doubt it,so i shall stop here.bye!

you're so far, like a stranger i have crush on

so, i rarely update my blog nowadays.not that i don't have free time, not that i don't have ideas to write about, and not that i totally forget about my blog..is just that i don't have the mood to update stuffs. i miss writing so much, used to be my favourite activity.but now, foods have taking over the job.oh boy

and instead of keeping my readers missing me.. ok fine, no one's missing you or reading your blog but who cares? i have right to pretend that the bunch are exist, kan? although i know the reality hurts T__T

but let no one spoils the mood, coz i have my favourite drama now to watch (read: unrelated). 'fairly legal', that is.it's a story of a mediator who's trapped between the issue of a justice should rightfully be served and a lawyer career on the other hand, who's just basically follow the books without considering other factors.one of the quotation that i like to pick from this drama, "lawyers burn bridges, mediator built them".woohoo sizzling statement! :)

come to think again, im not really sure whether i want to end up myself as a lawyer, or not to be.pretty weird huh, i don't really even know what to do after this.yeah, i still want to pursue my studies, but after llb then what? only God knows. i do have certain plans, dreams and all.but.. there's but.

what attract me most from this drama is how Kate (the main watak) is enjoying her job, trying to settle problems between parties and at least try to help them from getting all poket-koyak paying the cost to get the case be litigated. she enjoys doing her job, passionately.i wish i can find my interests, like certain of my friends did.

but shall i randomly list it, it would never end.lend me ears,i can talk about it all day long.i just can't wait,happily to scratched it off the list.insyaAllah dan amin

intentionally senget-done.and happy father's day too,bye!

you had my heart inside your hand, and you played it to the beat

alo alo? ada lagi ka orang yang sudi membaca blog daku ini?

ok straight to the point.

i can't restrain myself but from sharing this vid with you guys.not only this cover version sounds good and catchy, but ehemmm ehemmm i ter-spot one cute guy,singing too!notice the one with the beard, singing 'someone like you' so passionately sampai herot petot mulut tu @_@.. ahhhh i'm totally head over heels with him! like seriously, for the first time i know exactly, this type of guy i've been looking for all this while.speaking of that, faizal tahir looks so messy nowadays with his long,uncombed hair.na-uh, turn off dah kot? but this guy, so clean cut with the beard nicely shaped, and how he sleeved up his shirt..he totally got my eyes set on him! and the specky guy, beyond any doubt, indeed turn me on too :P

anyway, minus the miang part, it's worth for u to listen to this cover.okay thank you

..and here's another video gentleman-ly done by my new lover :) enjoy peeps!

let's hitch a ride, where the law won't recognize your face

naaaaaaaaaaak hapdet blog, tapi tak tau nak tulis apaaaaaaa!

have you encounter this problem? i do, i do! so many times! i miss those days where i have so many things to talk about, and the ideas seem to be flowing.. mystically for like, every secs!

...nada to say, but you should know that i'm in love with this guy, after he starring in inception.i know, this thing is so random to talk about tapi anda can't never say no with this cute guy.saya dah lama peghembang tgk dia ni, tak cemuih pun! ohh mak dah mula jatuh cinta

..and this is true! don't be shy to admit this, okay? yes, sorry to annoy you and your time, i'l hapdet about other serious things, later okay.bye!

ain't like you to hold it back, or hide from the light

salam.

cak!

okay abaikan the 'cak'.

anyway, how's life treating everyone?

mine is good if anyone asks, alhamdulilah.i've been fed well here at home hehe! *all kenanga-rians nodded* and i'm looking for some job possibility too,insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki.on top of that,for now you can always spot me in the living room,with food on the right side and beverages on the other.and i usually would face my laptop in such a layback position and the lemaks would bergeleberan keluar.the mouth still can't stop working and chewing too.ahh i'm quite good in handling two different things ya know, multi-tasker gahh!

so 2 of my besties are having their hands full to prepare for their sister's wedding.oh speaking of wedding, my tummy would be clogged and stuffed with foods by the weekends. i mean, real foods stuff in.here goes my diet phew! *as if i have any*. kenduri is all over the place, and despite sometimes i'm so malas to go to kenduri but i need to socialize too right, instead of expanding my size and let the lemaks having their good time in my body.my mom said, do you want xdak sapa dtg to your kenduri later? tersentip di situ, mom always right.i have to second that -.-

one of the wedding is at pendang, insyaAllah i'll try to free my time to attend the wedding hehe! and the other wedding would be held at perak.if only i have husbeng and a car darling, it is easier for me to travel around from one state to the other.especially to attend privilege event like this.

and i rarely can hear news from my other friends, they have their time occupied with all sorts of things.not that i don't have things to do, but it feels weird knowing that you can't have that kawan-kawan session like you used to do in uni nowadays.and i still can't imagine too, what would it feels and be like if any of them decided to put a fullstop to their single status :/

and yeah, i'm still blogging if i'm bored though i have nothing to write about.thank you all for reading my blog, ahh you just wasted your minutes here hehe okbye!

:')

it's a yes, and it's a no!

it's worth waiting for because..i got my new specs today,earlier than be scheduled yay! i can't be any happier than this, since i've been roaming around without my specs for the past few days.the initial plan was that i would only to receive my specs this thursday *insert face turning green*. omagaahhh i barely can survive without my specs.i have to meraba around and kecikkan my eyes so i can clearly see.it sucks, ya know? :/ so to those out there, with good sight and vision, be thankful for it.alhamdulilah for i still can see the world though i may look like a.. *cough* geek, with the specs.oh faizal tahir,masihkah dikau sudi?

meet my sister whom i dearly loveeeeeeeeee xoxoxoxoxo here's some big sloppy kissssssssss and yes both of us shared the same geek-ness hehe!

and you can never imagine how kacak i can be.

nahh, i have zero idea to write any.sekian berita terkini,bye!

and i try to make this kind and clear, that maybe we'll find better days

i wonder.

i tend to update my blog regularly during my final exam, but nahh i rarely think about my blog nowadays when i'm at home.home can't be any sweeter than this, aite? avoid procrastination, this thurs i'll be heading back to shah alam, and my june should be occupied with some activities but terms and conditions'll be applied in this case.just hoping for the best folks,insyaAllah! okay you don't get me,i know

anyway, since i have zero idea to mumble about,i shall post some random pics..whichever come across my mind is the lucky one hehe!

this was the first thing i found in my fridge...betik. it's my parents' favourite snack, day and night you can find them chewing this fruit.since they themselves planting the betiks, they are so kembang and proud with their own garden product. hence forcing all the children to eat it.help please T_T

auww my classmate.miss them :'(

ahh..i miss this satay kajang.won't hesitate to clog my heart with those lemaks again oh nyumm!

this pic was taken during sierra's friend kenduri before we headed to balloon fiesta! miss that moment! ahh these babes i adore,ihl jummmm hehe!

ayam penyet session, anyone? *drools*

some of them are my seniors whom i get to know when i join smf.and tomorrow'll be their graduation day.congrats dearies :')

okay, i cannot type too much.my heavy eyelids start to burden me, and now dragging me all the way to my bed.

pointless entry, again.okbye

my heart is like an open highway, like frankie said "i did it my way"

and i ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

you're gonna hear my voice when i shout it out loud

tomorrow's getting harder,make no mistake

luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks

you better stand tall

when they're calling you out

don't bend, don't break

baby, don't back down

my heart is like an open highway

like frankie said, "I did it my way"

because it's my life.

ahh..the lyrics.how it is einstein-ly put in words, it takes talent for that i suppose. and i found too, a wisely-arranged quotation which i thought of sharing here, but i forget the link!i hope i won't be sued for paraphrasing her quotation hehe! it sounds more or less like this:

"to those who back stabbed me, thank you.it does not kill me, it makes me stronger.to those who i care but left me, good luck with your life.God bless you.to those with 2 faces, i still cannot figure out which face of yours is true.mind helping me?"

oh yes, I've been degraded, humiliated, condemned and cursed by.but guess what? i don't even care, it has been such an experience for me.and i thank you all for creating such a memory for me.i can find myself related with the lyrics, giving so much passion for me to lead my life without taking into account other's opinion.life ain't always easy, as smooth sea does not make a skillful sailor right?

oh well, i do rock.once again,thank you.

push the door, i'm home at last

currently,

at

home

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! *screammmmmmm like crazy*

yes baby, i'm at home now.such a wonderful feeling..just to curl around on the couch,updating myself to current issues of the world and oprah's marathon.and being surrounded with my family, catching up their updates have indeed served my days well.alhamdulilah, for the good feeling i have now.alhamdulilah for everything :')

anyway, i am in the midst of doing my resume but suddenly i diverted away to write in here instead.well, i guess i can't stick long enough to do something more knowledgeable, yet hehe! i feel like posting some pictures of what i have done and went throughout this last semester.but i cannot even bear my heavy eyelids nowadays..it's not even 12am but i feel sleepy already.might probably fall asleep on the couch tonight, without having realized that pfft

sooo i might postpone the plan, i'll do it later.blame my sleepiness, i should cucuk some lidi to get my eyes keep open

but this one has successfully managed to open my eyes, widely

ooooih awat hensem sangat nihhh mak eksaited sgt tau but minus the cigarette.please abe, no smoking

okay yang ni memang bole kasi jantung mak jatuh luruh ohoii hensemm ya ampunnnn ehh nyah kaver sikit gedik tu -.-

but still..

i don't like korean movies.or watch any.for me, the plot is just.. *stop writing as i know there are many korean fans out there who may have just kill me if i describe something adversely yes true story.* anyhoo, i just attracted with the hero, so handsomeeeeee i might fall in love over and over again!wait..this is not my point in writing for this post.oh welllllll, saja nak bagitau to the whole world, im homeeeee hehe! gotta get my sleep on my bed pronto, bye!

my heart beats like a drum, and a guitar string to the strum ba-ba-dum

source : twitter.

true, undoubtedly. and i must admit that i have not done my best for this final, but the past would remain as a past.y u no want to be a good, 4 flat student before this meh? terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak tak belajar, tak payah nak buat muka emo after keluar exam hall T_T

one paper left, and i'm cuak already.i haven't touched or read anything, hence i must fully occupy my time to learn the subject,only.2 days aren't enough, but no complain please.high motivated and rise up, people! *insert hidung kembang kempis bersemangat* and i've many plans for this hols, but i must restrict myself from over-thinking it, yet.can't wait for it actually hehe

anyway, i tried to get a good and sound sleep just now but my eyes refused to do so.how degil she can be, i never teach her to be like this -.-'

ambo letih nak menulis ni.so, some random pictures wouldn't do any harm, aren't they? :)

oh ya, first of all, i already break up with marx. sorry abe, i do understand and fully respect your ideologies, but it's hard to imagine to apply your theories, sayang. but i'll lebiuu always okay, don't cry.

permohonan kolej anda gagal.oh rasanya pedih sekali ibarat pinangan ditolak T__T

this is funny.and berserk too. thanks huhu for the picture.

i miss this moment..

..these babes <3

and this moment too,auww!

some random picture found in tumblr hmpphh

my guilty pleasure

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pointless entry i know haha. but pardon my brain freeze, i can't appropriately applied my mind to write.oh thanks to jurisprudence.now say hello to insurance. kam kammmm to mama kammm!

of the prudence and the jurist

satuuuuuu lagi, ayuhh!

...tdo dulu.bye

Wordless wednesday #1: my mom's favourite song. i miss her :'(

1.33

act like a child

but think big.

you are dealing with two different worlds, honey

it's a burden, to deal with me

i warn you.

got the guts?

oh apparently,

i listen to daughtry,

i adore those with dewyze's voice.

i wear faded jeans

and cheap shirts.

i often wear shawls i love the most

embarrassing much?

no, i don't.

obviously,

i'm not perfect

but i love what i got

and i don't lose my head, if you ask

take me for who i am

otherwise,

the door is not locked at all.

sing me a rhythm,

oh such a sweet serendipity, i don't mind.

at all.

let's pretend that the world is waking up, and everything that we see is beautiful

despite my energy bar has not fully recharged, i still insist to go out yesterday.i can't stand to stay in the room and do nothing, and i need a break too oh pleaseeeee before my exam exerts its pressure back this saturday. and my last exam is on tuesday next week,which kau tau-i'm so happy-ive been waiting for that day-nak merendekk je lepas ni-oih nyah nanti result kuar jgn bising bising pulak- oh yes that's the feeling T____T

short journey it was, we only went to pesta buku and ronda-ing around.but i'm fully content with the whole experience.let's have another plan, shall we? can't wait nak pegi batu caves pulak katanyee hehe!

ambo cannot write too much, ambo jeles tgk roomate ambo stadi tapi ambo bukak laptop bila nak start stadi taktau la okbye

anyhoo..

we were greeted on our arrival at kl sentral with tarian ulik mayang, kot?

this is my hungry face.cantik, i know takpayah puji thanks

she's keknis, tadaaaaa! :D

and pardon moi, i get SOOOOOO excited whenever i want to travel around.hence, the happy face.

a place where the books find its owner.

oh abe, rambutmu..

some of the novelists yang turun padang.

hehehe she's cute that way!

ok yang ni xdak kaitan, sila proceed

hubby, i can't afford to buy lagi this book.but i'll learn okay, please wait!

the special treat: imran ajmain and fazley yaakob were in the house yo!

siap nyanyi lagi!and i have the chance to stand in front to watch the show ekekekeke *insert devilish grin*

and this is fazley's bro.he's so tall..jenguh aih dok jinjat nak tgk the performance pfft! and yes, tall guy indeed turns me on ekekekeke *insert another devilish grin*

according to keknis, she looks slimmer in this pic.i have no comment :P (hehe jk!)

oh please say we do look penat.

tapi, tanpa berputus asa dan berbekalkan semangat yang gigih serta berkobar-kobar, we promptly headed to jalan masjid india.

nak test power kamera katanyee, gambo pun jadi kecik cinonot camni T_T

and this is the face afterwards.shining mining uols! #FAIL

the journey was all worth it.and be accompanied by someone who cares about me so much and she has rock my day indeed *whadaaap*, i thank God for everything

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thanks for the bear, and everything, love :)