the sun is filling up the room, and I can hear you dreaming

"Distance" is a song about loving someone at the wrong time in your life. Maybe it's too soon, maybe it's too late, but never the less it's about being around that one whom your heart longs for without being about to show your true feelings, without being able to tell them. It's very hard to keep love a secret, and I wrote this song about the one time, I had to."

- Chrisina Perri

all that you could fake, will leave you in the morning

how my thoughts they spin me around

how my thoughts they let me down

how my dreams they spin me around

how my dreams they let me down
(Greg Laswell -"And Then You")

Been thinking too much, but at the end of the day, it born nothing. 

Nothing. 

Nada.

just close your eyes, the sun is going down

do you ever left alone in a library? no signs of any existence of a human being can be seen in the nearest distance. be it left, right, in front of you or even behind you, there is no one. you can just hear you, yourself, making a sound, in the attempt to break the silence, by typing the keyboard.. wanting to explode your fear and nervousness by writing in the blog. and you heard a sound, coming from a corner but you can't seem to find or see anyone there.

oh my, pity me. if i am not so lazy like this, i rather studying at my room instead of sacrificing myself to be here. stop the imagination, evidence test is tomorrow, and i iz not yet finish reading. how how now :'( goodbye everyone

all I know is you've shown me, it's a beautiful world

"we are writing history, life is made up of small victories."

i have always longed for their comeback.  indeed, je suis tres contente :)

ain't nothing but a heartache, ain't nothing but a mistake

high-5 if you still listen to backstreet boys.

or the beatles.

or jackson five.

:)

PS: i'll be working tomorrow at Kumon centre for a month. just to share the news and i promise i'll blog later. take care of yourself readers.

it's plain to see, that baby you are beautiful

it feels so surreal. to get back home, to be able to watch the sky while indulging upon bubur jagung specially cooked by mom, to have usual fight with your siblings and finally, to feel vulnerable upon your parent's lap. i'm living my dream. shah alam does not, or never offer any of these treatments apparently.

hello kedah, do you miss me? because i certainly do.

PS: to those who are reading my blog, i'm able to catch you all (by the traffic feed of course). i wonder how you all stumbled upon this unknown blog, and continue to follow the updates because i don't expect people to follow my stories. you know who you are and i just want you to know, i feel honoured. thank you.

and the fairytale inside my head, seems to become my new best friend

imma miss you, sister.the moments, the fight, the muncung2 mulut, ze everything.jaga diri, kak mimi :'(

twenty-nine different attributes, and you only got five

MIA recently.i bet many hearts miss me, i know..i can sense the beat.keep calm everyone.

well, the reason behind it because, the internet line-i don't know whatever the name is so called- doesn't seem to serve me well! 2 nights..i had to cover myself with a blanket, cried over the pillows mengenangkan tragedi ini.tsktsk

tapi, celik mata saja harini.. walah! sudah boleh back to online bah! the TMnet guy has become my hero, after successfully bringing joy to my life back. rupanya wayar atau bahasa omputihnya, cable di luar rumah yg putuih. saya sangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari (?)

anyway, saya akan hapdet dengan lebih banyak cerita sensasi selepas ini.saya tinggalkan anda dengan klip video yang menarik di bawah.lelaki mahupun perempuan mesti melebur tengok kehenseman mereka semua

say hi to you, my pastel-coloured wallpaper -wani ardy, YOU

wani ardy - letter to saviour.

another song from wani, lampu jalan

the best part of listening to ardy, you tend to dive along with her lyrics.so poetic,meaningful and so deep.she understands the journey, she went through it, and she conveyed it all through one beautiful script..then have that recorded.she sings it from her heart,solely..see, how God created us so beautifully.with different talents He grants, for ardy, she can actually turn merely words into masterpiece!not many can become so creative, and if u discover one, be grateful for it!

and i feel like posting all ardy's songs here,miraculously beautiful.i start to follow her since she was a teenager, but now she already got married with a wonderful man..which is her best friend too.wait, is the post is going to be all about wani ardy? i doubt it,so i shall stop here.bye!

you had my heart inside your hand, and you played it to the beat

alo alo? ada lagi ka orang yang sudi membaca blog daku ini?

ok straight to the point.

i can't restrain myself but from sharing this vid with you guys.not only this cover version sounds good and catchy, but ehemmm ehemmm i ter-spot one cute guy,singing too!notice the one with the beard, singing 'someone like you' so passionately sampai herot petot mulut tu @_@.. ahhhh i'm totally head over heels with him! like seriously, for the first time i know exactly, this type of guy i've been looking for all this while.speaking of that, faizal tahir looks so messy nowadays with his long,uncombed hair.na-uh, turn off dah kot? but this guy, so clean cut with the beard nicely shaped, and how he sleeved up his shirt..he totally got my eyes set on him! and the specky guy, beyond any doubt, indeed turn me on too :P

anyway, minus the miang part, it's worth for u to listen to this cover.okay thank you

..and here's another video gentleman-ly done by my new lover :) enjoy peeps!

it's a yes, and it's a no!

it's worth waiting for because..i got my new specs today,earlier than be scheduled yay! i can't be any happier than this, since i've been roaming around without my specs for the past few days.the initial plan was that i would only to receive my specs this thursday *insert face turning green*. omagaahhh i barely can survive without my specs.i have to meraba around and kecikkan my eyes so i can clearly see.it sucks, ya know? :/ so to those out there, with good sight and vision, be thankful for it.alhamdulilah for i still can see the world though i may look like a.. *cough* geek, with the specs.oh faizal tahir,masihkah dikau sudi?

meet my sister whom i dearly loveeeeeeeeee xoxoxoxoxo here's some big sloppy kissssssssss and yes both of us shared the same geek-ness hehe!

and you can never imagine how kacak i can be.

nahh, i have zero idea to write any.sekian berita terkini,bye!

my heart is like an open highway, like frankie said "i did it my way"

and i ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

you're gonna hear my voice when i shout it out loud

tomorrow's getting harder,make no mistake

luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks

you better stand tall

when they're calling you out

don't bend, don't break

baby, don't back down

my heart is like an open highway

like frankie said, "I did it my way"

because it's my life.

ahh..the lyrics.how it is einstein-ly put in words, it takes talent for that i suppose. and i found too, a wisely-arranged quotation which i thought of sharing here, but i forget the link!i hope i won't be sued for paraphrasing her quotation hehe! it sounds more or less like this:

"to those who back stabbed me, thank you.it does not kill me, it makes me stronger.to those who i care but left me, good luck with your life.God bless you.to those with 2 faces, i still cannot figure out which face of yours is true.mind helping me?"

oh yes, I've been degraded, humiliated, condemned and cursed by.but guess what? i don't even care, it has been such an experience for me.and i thank you all for creating such a memory for me.i can find myself related with the lyrics, giving so much passion for me to lead my life without taking into account other's opinion.life ain't always easy, as smooth sea does not make a skillful sailor right?

oh well, i do rock.once again,thank you.

cause you came at a time when the pursuit of one true love in which to fall

i listened to this song when i was in form 3, so much into this band that i used to neglect my studies for pmr, hence the trial result T___T kinda weird when i suddenly remember this song, the vid along with the clothe-less vocalist.penangan final agaknya, jadi kemut and malas nak baca buku, teringat mende lagha je.oh dang,wish me goodluck

know your name and just go your own way, darling.

all folded memories begin to open up by itself, and yeah, i am no regret at all.

tolong ingatkan aku, for I may be too rusty or forgetful

jangan disusun kata kata penamat

jangan disebut baris ayat keramat

biar lenyap diserap sunyi

biar senyap yang tak menyepi

mari patahkan papan markah lama

mari padamkan buku tiga lama

biar luka sembuh sendiri

biar lupa ditebus hari

tolong ingatkan aku,can u?

ps:they should have done better with the vid btw.it's an awesome song, sayang la because i do enjoy the way she puts her song -.-'

and i know karma is gonna get me back, for being so cold.

and so i went to watch rapunzel.but i do not find it as my game, man.i need some action, a real one.but the movie is good though, seriously.it's funny, and the animation is just perfect.well, disney's stuff.but im telling ya, the hero is just so...um well, can i have a crush for the cartoon?

yeah, that's the look babe.i can go auwww all the time.

i went to the movie with my sisters and brother.apparently, one of my sister does not look like one, i mean in this picture.so much alike, taio cruz? sorry moi, thats the 1st name pop out from my head since ive been listening to his song, break your heart cover version.get it get it? ok keep the jokes for urself, mira.shut up.

well, im 15 years old.what do u expect? i still have time to stretch out my legs okay *take a pillow and cried out loud* T_T

he's my brother anyway.the youngest one.and play violin too, well im thinking of appointing myself as his manager and when he's on the top later, i could use the fame to generate money for myself and go for a vacation. Venice is on the first list, ok bai semua.

anyhoo, heres the cover version for break your heart.it's wonderful and they are just so genius, don't just they?

again, another pointless entry.i shall find something else to do and post something more...intellectual i guess? :P till then, have a nice holiday everyone! okay, gile lame bagi wish sorg2 kat blog ni =..='

the little things that matter.

love.

no,not torn.

well u couldn't be that man i adored

u dont seem to know

or seem to care

what ur heart is for.

seriously.

ps: i even miss my room's door.please, masa can u move faster?

call ur name,hello.

You never said, you never said, you never said that it would be this hard
Love is meant to be forever, now or never seems to discard
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars
So can you hear me when I call your name?

And when you fall apart am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
And with a broken heart your walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?
When I call your name

Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong
And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long
There's gotta be a better way for me to say
What's on my heart without leaving scars
So can you hear me when I call your name?
So can you hear me when I call your name?

And when you fall apart am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
And with a broken heart your walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?

You never said, you never said, you never said, you never said
When I call your name
You never said, you never said, you never said, you never said
When I call your name

And when you fall apart am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
And with a broken heart your walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?

And when you fall apart am I the reason for your endless sorrow?
There's so much to be said
And with a broken heart your walls can only go down but so low
Can you hear me when I call your name?

ps:sing a song for me koq!

hello, mr. fun! ;)

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag whoever you want including me
5. Have Fun!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY
Airplanes – b.o.b feat hayley (haha,wadeheck!)

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
wrong number – dbsk (hahaha!)

3. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
how does it feel – avril lavigne (pa kaitan kannn!)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
don’t forget – demi lovato (oh jgn lupa, noted!)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
fly away from here – aerosmith (hahaha, geli ckop)

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
tie me down – new boyz feat ray j (ya ampun!)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
never knew I needed – ne yo feat Cassandra (hahaha, I told ya!tima kaseh kwn2)

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
what do u want from me – adam lambert (sampai hati kann)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
according to u – orianthi (hahahaha, blah blah)

10. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT YOUR FIRST KISS?
for the rest of my life – maher zain (yes, I kiss my mum)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
use somebody – kings of leon ;)

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
that’s what u get – paramore (boo!)

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
outside – staind ( haha! no, count me in!)

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
time is running out – muse (really?haha)

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
from yesterday – 30 seconds to mars (homaigod, gile rock)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
orang kecil – wani ardy (haha, alah sayunya!)

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
up against the wall – boys like girls ;p

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
the rest of my life – less than jake

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
one less lonely girl – justin bieber (haha, told ya, bieber is in my list!)

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
nothing on u – b.o.b feat Bruno mars (ok diam)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattandarou – dbsk (yes, why did I fall in love with u guys, my fren ;)

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
plane – Jason mraz (wadeheck!)