of losing affection towards international law and saying hello to law of association

and the paper ends today.im okay im okay.

okay im not. * wipe tears wuwuwuuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu*

but.. don't let mr. sorrow define our lives shall we? do ur best, and let Allah do the rest.insyaAllah :')

soooo, back to our topic.in which, there is no topic discussed previously so i don't know which topic im referring too, anyhoo bla bla ok let me get this straight. there were few events that happened before i sit for international law paper this morning which i thought of sharing here.one which tickles my nerves, when i call suria late at night before our paper.

me: mek, kau baca case apa tuk self-defence?

suria: nicara-gue.

me: oh -.-

i whispered to myself, thought she wanted to create a joke amidst our stress reading international law.i decided to ask her again.and she still answered nicara-gue instead of nicaragua's case.when i mentioned, "oh nicaragua ke" then only she came to realization that it is pronounced as nicaragua, instead of nicara-gue.i bet she kecek klate earlier with someone else before i call her, hence the slang followed.how cute is that -.-'

do u still remember this mek? :P #zamankotokkalangmydin

and the event which scares me to death happened this morning, before i went to sit for the examination.in an attempt to wear my shoes, i paused (literally) when my left foot touched a mushy- thingy hiding inside my shoes.dang.what did i do next?

i scream.and screeching too.

i know, so huduh to jerit like that pagi pagi.pardon moi.but im just so scared!

my friend and i tried to guess what's hiding beneath it.here are our guesses based on the mushy characteristic :

1) katak. (last night raining mah.katak might sejuk, no place to hide.kasut bata tu, comfy kot?sedap sikit tidoq). but we thought, it can't be katak. it's quite blackish and to our vision, it seems to be long and berlingkar too.

2) siput bab*, but without the cangkerang. (i wonder how can siput bab* would survive without the shell, or they just can?)

3) lintah.

4) makhluk yang seangkatan dengannya.

5) the most extreme, we come to a point that it can be ular.anak ular @_@

all sorts of things went in our head.apparently, after our paper ends, we decided to look up what's actually hiding inside it.instead of we did it ourselves, we called pakcik ofis to come to 'inspect it'.and guess what it is?

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katak..je.

pfft, not worth it bagi sakit jantung before pergi jawab il punya paper.our first guess dah betul, but we are so paranoid to claim it to be something else.i hate u, katak.unless u r the frog prince, don't u dare to come near to me pfft. and the kasut too, RIP.

better lek den neber & neber say neber.

suria muhammad, 2011.

and they are the men in my heart :')

last monday marked the birthday of a person whom i dearly loved, my abah.i blame myself for allowing myself occupied with other things and totally forgot about your birthday *slaps own forehead*. and i know i've been such a rebellious kid all this while and often you found me frowning upon your words if there is any disagreement between us.but i love you abah. you and mama will always remain permanently in my heart and be my favourite soundtrack. i heart both of you :') thank you for raising me up to this point,so ehemm this hols i can drive car dah la meh? :P

anddddd this brahhder is coming to town today!sadly i don't own a car, if not i can bring you and friend jalan2 kejap la, makan ayam penyet pun jadi hehehe :') so have fun dear little bro, your sister now is fighting for her 2nd paper i.e. the subject she regularly skip the classes so yeah nak kena korek2 cari nota and start from the very beginning pfft.

did i mentioned to anyone that i don't like international law?for general knowledge obviously it helps me a lot, alerting me to the current situation and issues concerning the whole world, but for final exam purpose, na-uhh, me don't like you. well, im trying here and hopefully me and 'her' *note:feminism here* can become bff for these upcoming 4 days, insyaAllah.tutup cerita lama, family law okay? :'(

and who shall be the next man in my life? sudikah anda, faizal tahir hehehehe? ok tak lawak nok,bye

#sayabencifinal

i need a push.

a force.

i can do this.

biar apa manusia lain mau bilang, abaikan semua persepsi itu

buat apa yang mampu, ikut kudrat seadanya, serahkan selebihnya kepada Yang Maha Kuasa

kalau orang lain boleh buat, why can't i?

otak sama saiz, the only difference is your effort.

hold on to the future sayang, there's nothing wrong in aiming high.

imma get a jetpack with my name on it.

insyaAllah and amin.

ps:eh sempat pulak kau update blog nok? manaaa effort mu itu manaaaaaa? T______T

cause you came at a time when the pursuit of one true love in which to fall

i listened to this song when i was in form 3, so much into this band that i used to neglect my studies for pmr, hence the trial result T___T kinda weird when i suddenly remember this song, the vid along with the clothe-less vocalist.penangan final agaknya, jadi kemut and malas nak baca buku, teringat mende lagha je.oh dang,wish me goodluck

I am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa-la-la's

after 4hrs-looooooooooooong lecture *insert too badak's yawn zillion times*, we successfully finished the last class for our degree today!despite we were jumping and smiling around, plus camwhoring all the way, sudden-tears drop emotion attacked us immediately when we noticed that,this would be the last time for us to me-lagha together and having fun in the class.i can't tell how it feels, but i guess the bond is so strong between us, that i feel so touched and emotional today and even refused to leave them when it was the time for us to go home :(

pictures, do ur work please.i can't proceed *amik tisu lap ayaq mata sekali dgn hinguih*

<3

with eli, si cantik.

my tembun, always :)

love u, rai :)

pipah and garamku

gambar ni ala ala mcm naik pelamin gitu (someone's soooo going to kill me for writing this :P)

always brighten up my day, they are my sunshine :')

he was so nice, willing to bend a 'bit' just to be on par with me hehehe :P

musuh ketat.

the kenanga/delima-rians/besties.

imma miss u guys and girls :'( good luck for final peeps, may Allah bless our ilmu insyaAllah. hatiku untuk anda semua,always :')

18-22.

final 22/4/2011- 10/5/2011.

this is not hip.

I try to keep a jumble, and the lyrics never mumble

Calm down.

I chill, I laugh.

I embrace, I face it.

You see,

Blame the fatal words, blame it.

At least, i'm still alive.

A monster has already developed inside me,

She got steel heart; no one can crash it down.

Darling,

You just need to know your name,

And go your own way.

Oh Yes, I will.

Then only you tell me if you were real.will you?

see, this is the way that we walk on a sunny day, when it's raining inside

i am always eager to go to art market or anything related to it.flea market should be counted too since i find my heart stuck with artsy thingy. the complexion of art involves the element of uniqueness, it's risky and different.so when i saw the art faculty is having this kind of exhibition or art market, i promptly jumped for the event. however, my high expectation of being able to browse around arts and good stuffs was turned down as i found there were minimal booth as well as arts being exhibit all the way long. okay sad.

and so, my mob and i decided to do something more fun and cooler. sneaking into art faculty and taking pictures hehe! how unique but quite spooky i must say, the art faculty it is. but still, i do enjoy the surrounding and perhaps i will let the pictures spill our so-called-of being an art student, for an hour only.

indah khabar dari rupa sobs sobs T__T

models yang sedia memberi kerjasama.

be artsy, and guess what it is dear.

now do we look like an art students?

hai nama saya bulat! *inside joke*

i was quite emotional when i saw this pic.over eksaited can frame my face into such a way.sadis sungguh ye resultnya.

ha yang ini kandid katanya -___-

ok now back to business.habiskan assignment please? T__T

know your name and just go your own way, darling.

all folded memories begin to open up by itself, and yeah, i am no regret at all.

malas-phrenia and zombi-ish alike.

i need to plan my future.as pronto as i can.too much procrastination, and lagha-ing for almost all the time aint do any good for myself.final is around the corner, and my preparation for it if u ask? nada. and i've been longing to write in here but blame the time constraint, i hardly find myself in comfortable zone to even do some writing.so here i am, try to squeeze myself in limited time just to write something, well i can't just leave my blog.

i've to attend finishing school program for 3 days in a row, and tomorrow will be the last day for the program.i need to wake up early for that purpose basically, but yet i still counting time now before hitting the sack.the ultimate purpose of why i dare nak bukak my laptop is to do some works with it, and finish off my assignments.too bad, i got divert away and accidentally landing here.oh dang.

the pieces don't fit anymore,james morrison.my halwa telinga, currently.luff u james.okay dah i need to go to sleep nw.bye

this is what i do when i get bored.im awesome enough to smile and giggling by myself, alone.okay memang xdak purpose i know,wehh dah lewat please lah tdoq okbye