but i'm not crazy, i'm just a little unwell

confession number 12.

i hate public transport.

yes,i hate it.i hate the fact i can't control the journey, the fact that i can't steer the path to wherever i want to go.i want to be the driver, so i can stop at wherever i like.i don't want to listen to your song along the journey,i wish i can pick mine.too much people, i get nauseated.exception, it won't be that hard if i have to stay with a bunch of lovelies people around me.no, i'm not complaining..i'm just saying my thought.

but it's all change recently, to be precised.i love to be on the train(minus the bus, i still hate it), tho the journey is long that i might prolly almost staring and scanning in and out of a person in front of me.persons, i mean.observing is just my passion,if you might ask.stop the chirpy side, i'll be all silent in the train.i find it cozy enough for me to sleep on the train too, hell yeah.don't you find it's cool enough to read tuesday with morrie while having that dum dum rhythm,listening to your fav song.a-ah, you only live once, the strokes? the beat, oh i might sing in the train. overjoy, and overwhelmed.the feeling, you just can't describe.

how do i choose between a dream and a reality?

well, i don't know either.

twenty-nine different attributes, and you only got five

MIA recently.i bet many hearts miss me, i know..i can sense the beat.keep calm everyone.

well, the reason behind it because, the internet line-i don't know whatever the name is so called- doesn't seem to serve me well! 2 nights..i had to cover myself with a blanket, cried over the pillows mengenangkan tragedi ini.tsktsk

tapi, celik mata saja harini.. walah! sudah boleh back to online bah! the TMnet guy has become my hero, after successfully bringing joy to my life back. rupanya wayar atau bahasa omputihnya, cable di luar rumah yg putuih. saya sangkakan panas hingga ke petang, rupanya hujan di tengah hari (?)

anyway, saya akan hapdet dengan lebih banyak cerita sensasi selepas ini.saya tinggalkan anda dengan klip video yang menarik di bawah.lelaki mahupun perempuan mesti melebur tengok kehenseman mereka semua

it's a nightmare, so I'm joining the army

i'm odd

i don't like what they like

at all

i'm plainly rage

a walk, is all i need

bubbly and chirpy, hey do i miss me?

family, friends and the memoria

risky enough, just embrace it

over 140, then decode me.

until i put out all the mess, i'll write as usual

the spell i love, Legum Baccalaureus!

black and white it is, then.

alhamdulilah dan insyaAllah :)

you've got to weigh your wars darling, make sure you're not fighting for nothing

#randomwishlist number 5 : i want to go to italy.

who's willing to pay for me, no?

i accidentally tuned to a channel in tv, which pictured the whole, magnificio story of italia..hence the wish list now! anyone can dream aite, insyaAllah i'm working on it.for now, keep the dream for yourself mira..nak travel around mesia pun jenuh nak korek tabung cari duit tsktsk, bila di-check duit dalam account pun sudah cukup menghampakan empunya diri untuk ber-backpacking bersama pacat *bukan nama sebenar* T_T

i always love travelling, jadi bila diberi peluang serta sedikit ongkos pun sudah memadai, i'll use it to the maximum.. to go to a place i never been before and experience things i never do! well, taking the risk is always fun enough!

ok xdak idea nk type, bye

..the best-est moment with the darlings <3

it's time to make our move, i'm shaking off the rust

belas ihsan pinjaman sementara broadband from **** , finally i managed to get in touch with my virtual world. *hugs fb, twitter and blog*

apparently, i'm working away from my family..which is the thing i want to avoid the most since i've been longing for their presence around me all the time.well, it's quite impossible i guess..i need to get out from my comfort zone and start making money lah instead of menjeruk kat rumah, stay unproductive -.-'

alhamdulilah,everything went well so far despite i miss home and the persons inside it.since i got friends and my sister working with me too, it sorts of a relief and keep myself entertained here.i got many things to babble about, but now it seems like i lost track to write the 'many things'.blame the cuti i did nothing except freezing my brain in front of the lappy, yes another unproductive and unhealthy activity.

i dream for a backpacking trip, after my work done or after raya maybe.the closest and 'foreign' place i can go is to singapore or thailand..but then it would still cost me a lot.penang perhaps then? ahh stop the daydream, bye all's!