teroka teroesir

Kau bilang, mahu teroka dunia.

Dengan aku.

Dengarnya indah, kita di awang-awangan.

Sama-sama teroka yang hitam, yang putih dunia.

Tapi, jika sama-sama teroka itu,

aku jumpa yang hitam itu kau. Atau, kau jumpa yang hitam itu aku.

Kau mahu berhenti teroka?

Let's hear your rhythm, don't wait

Tarik aku.

Tarik aku sedalam-dalamnya.

Aku ingin merasai rush itu.

Aku ingin merasai ketenangan itu.

Aku ingin masuk ke dunia itu.

Dunia aku, seorang.

Walau, kejap cuma.

Kerna kejap itu, ku rasakan sayang.

Sini, lama yang membutuhkan aku kuat.

Lama,

yang aku nampak tiada penghujung.

Memori di Gunung Stong, 30 April hingga 4 Mei.

Musik background: Olivia

Hitam Putih

Kau hitam, aku putih.

Kau tanya aku kenapa?

Bukan sebab kau jahat, bukan sebab aku suci.

Haba aku semua kau serap, kau tinggalkan aku berhati sejuk.

Bak sini haba aku, bodoh.

(2013, batu 3 shah alam)

ini masa aku ketawa

Kau perlukan awek,
Aku perlukan teman setia.

Kau mencari subjek untuk hilang kesunyian,
Aku mencari subjek sebagai penghargaan.

Aku melafaz ruang sekalipun sibuk,
Kau melupus ruang jika kau sibuk.

Kau ungkap bosan,
Aku ungkap bertahan.

Kau bilang aku tidak memahami dari dulu,
Sekarang aku bilang kau sudah melampau.

Sungguh, ideologi kita memang jauh beza.

Kasihan aku sama kau.

it's a nightmare, so I'm joining the army

i'm odd

i don't like what they like

at all

i'm plainly rage

a walk, is all i need

bubbly and chirpy, hey do i miss me?

family, friends and the memoria

risky enough, just embrace it

over 140, then decode me.

until i put out all the mess, i'll write as usual

1.33

act like a child

but think big.

you are dealing with two different worlds, honey

it's a burden, to deal with me

i warn you.

got the guts?

oh apparently,

i listen to daughtry,

i adore those with dewyze's voice.

i wear faded jeans

and cheap shirts.

i often wear shawls i love the most

embarrassing much?

no, i don't.

obviously,

i'm not perfect

but i love what i got

and i don't lose my head, if you ask

take me for who i am

otherwise,

the door is not locked at all.

sing me a rhythm,

oh such a sweet serendipity, i don't mind.

at all.

#sayabencifinal

i need a push.

a force.

i can do this.

biar apa manusia lain mau bilang, abaikan semua persepsi itu

buat apa yang mampu, ikut kudrat seadanya, serahkan selebihnya kepada Yang Maha Kuasa

kalau orang lain boleh buat, why can't i?

otak sama saiz, the only difference is your effort.

hold on to the future sayang, there's nothing wrong in aiming high.

imma get a jetpack with my name on it.

insyaAllah and amin.

ps:eh sempat pulak kau update blog nok? manaaa effort mu itu manaaaaaa? T______T

I try to keep a jumble, and the lyrics never mumble

Calm down.

I chill, I laugh.

I embrace, I face it.

You see,

Blame the fatal words, blame it.

At least, i'm still alive.

A monster has already developed inside me,

She got steel heart; no one can crash it down.

Darling,

You just need to know your name,

And go your own way.

Oh Yes, I will.

Then only you tell me if you were real.will you?