and i try to make this kind and clear, that maybe we'll find better days

i wonder.

i tend to update my blog regularly during my final exam, but nahh i rarely think about my blog nowadays when i'm at home.home can't be any sweeter than this, aite? avoid procrastination, this thurs i'll be heading back to shah alam, and my june should be occupied with some activities but terms and conditions'll be applied in this case.just hoping for the best folks,insyaAllah! okay you don't get me,i know

anyway, since i have zero idea to mumble about,i shall post some random pics..whichever come across my mind is the lucky one hehe!

this was the first thing i found in my fridge...betik. it's my parents' favourite snack, day and night you can find them chewing this fruit.since they themselves planting the betiks, they are so kembang and proud with their own garden product. hence forcing all the children to eat it.help please T_T

auww my classmate.miss them :'(

ahh..i miss this satay kajang.won't hesitate to clog my heart with those lemaks again oh nyumm!

this pic was taken during sierra's friend kenduri before we headed to balloon fiesta! miss that moment! ahh these babes i adore,ihl jummmm hehe!

ayam penyet session, anyone? *drools*

some of them are my seniors whom i get to know when i join smf.and tomorrow'll be their graduation day.congrats dearies :')

okay, i cannot type too much.my heavy eyelids start to burden me, and now dragging me all the way to my bed.

pointless entry, again.okbye

my heart is like an open highway, like frankie said "i did it my way"

and i ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

you're gonna hear my voice when i shout it out loud

tomorrow's getting harder,make no mistake

luck ain't even lucky, gotta make your own breaks

you better stand tall

when they're calling you out

don't bend, don't break

baby, don't back down

my heart is like an open highway

like frankie said, "I did it my way"

because it's my life.

ahh..the lyrics.how it is einstein-ly put in words, it takes talent for that i suppose. and i found too, a wisely-arranged quotation which i thought of sharing here, but i forget the link!i hope i won't be sued for paraphrasing her quotation hehe! it sounds more or less like this:

"to those who back stabbed me, thank you.it does not kill me, it makes me stronger.to those who i care but left me, good luck with your life.God bless you.to those with 2 faces, i still cannot figure out which face of yours is true.mind helping me?"

oh yes, I've been degraded, humiliated, condemned and cursed by.but guess what? i don't even care, it has been such an experience for me.and i thank you all for creating such a memory for me.i can find myself related with the lyrics, giving so much passion for me to lead my life without taking into account other's opinion.life ain't always easy, as smooth sea does not make a skillful sailor right?

oh well, i do rock.once again,thank you.

push the door, i'm home at last

currently,

at

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aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! *screammmmmmm like crazy*

yes baby, i'm at home now.such a wonderful feeling..just to curl around on the couch,updating myself to current issues of the world and oprah's marathon.and being surrounded with my family, catching up their updates have indeed served my days well.alhamdulilah, for the good feeling i have now.alhamdulilah for everything :')

anyway, i am in the midst of doing my resume but suddenly i diverted away to write in here instead.well, i guess i can't stick long enough to do something more knowledgeable, yet hehe! i feel like posting some pictures of what i have done and went throughout this last semester.but i cannot even bear my heavy eyelids nowadays..it's not even 12am but i feel sleepy already.might probably fall asleep on the couch tonight, without having realized that pfft

sooo i might postpone the plan, i'll do it later.blame my sleepiness, i should cucuk some lidi to get my eyes keep open

but this one has successfully managed to open my eyes, widely

ooooih awat hensem sangat nihhh mak eksaited sgt tau but minus the cigarette.please abe, no smoking

okay yang ni memang bole kasi jantung mak jatuh luruh ohoii hensemm ya ampunnnn ehh nyah kaver sikit gedik tu -.-

but still..

i don't like korean movies.or watch any.for me, the plot is just.. *stop writing as i know there are many korean fans out there who may have just kill me if i describe something adversely yes true story.* anyhoo, i just attracted with the hero, so handsomeeeeee i might fall in love over and over again!wait..this is not my point in writing for this post.oh welllllll, saja nak bagitau to the whole world, im homeeeee hehe! gotta get my sleep on my bed pronto, bye!

my heart beats like a drum, and a guitar string to the strum ba-ba-dum

source : twitter.

true, undoubtedly. and i must admit that i have not done my best for this final, but the past would remain as a past.y u no want to be a good, 4 flat student before this meh? terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak tak belajar, tak payah nak buat muka emo after keluar exam hall T_T

one paper left, and i'm cuak already.i haven't touched or read anything, hence i must fully occupy my time to learn the subject,only.2 days aren't enough, but no complain please.high motivated and rise up, people! *insert hidung kembang kempis bersemangat* and i've many plans for this hols, but i must restrict myself from over-thinking it, yet.can't wait for it actually hehe

anyway, i tried to get a good and sound sleep just now but my eyes refused to do so.how degil she can be, i never teach her to be like this -.-'

ambo letih nak menulis ni.so, some random pictures wouldn't do any harm, aren't they? :)

oh ya, first of all, i already break up with marx. sorry abe, i do understand and fully respect your ideologies, but it's hard to imagine to apply your theories, sayang. but i'll lebiuu always okay, don't cry.

permohonan kolej anda gagal.oh rasanya pedih sekali ibarat pinangan ditolak T__T

this is funny.and berserk too. thanks huhu for the picture.

i miss this moment..

..these babes <3

and this moment too,auww!

some random picture found in tumblr hmpphh

my guilty pleasure

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pointless entry i know haha. but pardon my brain freeze, i can't appropriately applied my mind to write.oh thanks to jurisprudence.now say hello to insurance. kam kammmm to mama kammm!

of the prudence and the jurist

satuuuuuu lagi, ayuhh!

...tdo dulu.bye

Wordless wednesday #1: my mom's favourite song. i miss her :'(

1.33

act like a child

but think big.

you are dealing with two different worlds, honey

it's a burden, to deal with me

i warn you.

got the guts?

oh apparently,

i listen to daughtry,

i adore those with dewyze's voice.

i wear faded jeans

and cheap shirts.

i often wear shawls i love the most

embarrassing much?

no, i don't.

obviously,

i'm not perfect

but i love what i got

and i don't lose my head, if you ask

take me for who i am

otherwise,

the door is not locked at all.

sing me a rhythm,

oh such a sweet serendipity, i don't mind.

at all.