the tricky thing is, yesterday we were just children

when the intention is misinterpreted, you feel bloody annoyed and begin to summon the hulk inside you. unfortunate for me, to activate the cold-blooded mode.

on the other note, final examination will start tomorrow! for those who are reading this, jangan segan jangan shy shy cat, please pray for my success okay? take care everyone, may Allah bless you all.

and that was then and this is now

the feeling of unlikable, disregarded and unnoticeable. yes, you want to yell it all out, you want to tell the whole world, but you just can't. they are pushing you, throwing out words they ought to keep to themselves. full with egocentric. probably they forget the existence of 'hati dan perasaan' of a human being. new scars every single day, and i don't know whether i can bear this any longer. 

ya Tuhan, lemahnya aku.

(picture: credit)

i'll be doing my best, i'll see you soon

betrayed. annoyed. selfish. insensitive. under estimate. left out.

and they say we live in a beautiful world.

just close your eyes, the sun is going down

do you ever left alone in a library? no signs of any existence of a human being can be seen in the nearest distance. be it left, right, in front of you or even behind you, there is no one. you can just hear you, yourself, making a sound, in the attempt to break the silence, by typing the keyboard.. wanting to explode your fear and nervousness by writing in the blog. and you heard a sound, coming from a corner but you can't seem to find or see anyone there.

oh my, pity me. if i am not so lazy like this, i rather studying at my room instead of sacrificing myself to be here. stop the imagination, evidence test is tomorrow, and i iz not yet finish reading. how how now :'( goodbye everyone

this could be para para paradise

cuti sudah habis. ok relax relax jangan menggelabah jangan stress. *take a pillow and scream*

2 months to go babyy, but the workloads are crazy. i wish for an escapade but how lah to escape with all the works keep on coming.i can foresee myself staying in the firm, at late night hour, try to finish off the works. well i gotta repay back those times i lost (due to procrastination, what else kan?) by staying up late wohooo not fun at all ye ladies and gentlemen.

oh such a happy cat. ok i am procrastinating again. bye

all I know is you've shown me, it's a beautiful world

"we are writing history, life is made up of small victories."

i have always longed for their comeback.  indeed, je suis tres contente :)

it's time to face the music, i am no longer your muse

hola!

greetings everyone. yes, i'm on a break for a week. apparently, piles of works are all so fond of me, that they decided to tag me along to go home. they cannot leave me, don' t they? 

random thoughts, i wish to wear braces but i have no money inside my pocket. and i have keen interest with a boot cut jeans, and will get one for myself soon. and i always think to wear cheongsam to my firm, it will look as good as my uniform. talking about procrastination, i haven't done with my resume.

on the other hand, stay calm and have a great week ahead people.