have you ever felt like you're living in a spot light, searching for the real you?

ahhhh how i miss this space! i miss this i miss this i miss to write yes i miss this space!

long hiatus, but not much update. 4 months have passed, now is the 5th month. but i'm still juggling to get used with this so-called-working-world. i'm still looking for a place to plant my feet, but still haven't found one. on the issue of being picky cum choosy, yes i am one of them. but hey, u got to make a wise choice and do things u want to do, not other people expect u to do. but when the reality strikes, gahhh it's hard, man!

to summarise all the events that had happened throughout my MIA-mode-here, all from hey-i-got-a-job-lets-celebrate but then hmm *insert lightning strikes sound*. then went for my convocation, for the 2nd time, for my 2nd degree hiks hiks know what it means haha it means imma increase my nilai hantaran as well lah lol lol! and up to the story of attending my friend's wedding to me having the feeling to get married as well but too bad, i cannot married with my baby v hmm

now, back to reality. got lot of works to settle. me hate this